I got a kitty something to look foward to over this abyss of trying to fiure out how to pay for college with no loans
just ride the waves. best advice I've ever gotten.
This is really a limerick
It might suck a bit
I don't need to rhyme I'm fine
I do not like poetry
and this is the end peanut butter rick
So does it constitute as exboyfriend stalking if you add your ex on Facebook again after deleting them because of a previous boyfriend?
I just confused myself saying that.
Alright on with this entry, I realize that I have done a lot of things I'm not to proud about but when I think about it if I hadn't done those things then I wouldn't be who I am today or realize that I can't do those things without having a guilty consience. That kind of makes me feel better about myself. Sorry for the rambling...tend to do that a lot and go off topic, oh well.
Wow, it has been almost two years since I have been on this and it is not totally my fault seeing as they shut it down and never seemed to put it back on. I can not believe how much I have changed in the past year and a half almost. I stopped seeing the guy I was on and off with I am so much happier. I'm seeing someone new and he is perfect in every way. I don't really know how I landed a guy like him. Oh well a belated cheers to the past two new years.
I hate being alone at night all I think about is people hating me and screwing up everything these past few months. I hate it so much...
I'm waiting for that song dedicated to me,
Oh jeeze getting lied to all the time is getting exhausting.
I guess that's what love is all about, in my perspective. Always being with the person you're in love with even if you can't be with them. This is going to be a tough few months :/
why do I feel like it's not right?
COMPLETE FUCKING BULLSHIT!
First day of school a couple of days ago. Eff this poo. Just kidding I like my classes :3
Should have figured it was too good to be true.
I just relapse after 6 months clean. I can't fucking do it anymore. I lost the fight. It's always going to be with me all the time. I have no control anymore.
It's funny how I couldn't wait to get back home, but now that I'm here I kinda miss being away. I feel so alone right now.