this is the third fucking try good thing i saved the last one!!! ok could this day get any worse. im pissed off to begin with now i write like for almost an hour and click save then what does it do not save anything. I WILL KILL!!!!!!! so i am right back where i was at this time last year, in a downhill spiral! the Pre-Winter depression as i like to call it. Half the time i dont even feel like getting out of bed in the mornings. I hate winter and i want summer back:( and to add to all of this the city of which i live in during these shitty months sucks big time ass!! i just want to leave, oh wait im most likly goin in just a few short months!!! boo-yeah-gramma! and yes GIRLS SUCK, ill pretty much leave it at that.half of them are dumb bitches and the other half are clueless! i could go into details but im soo damn lazy and noone reads this thing anyways cuz i have no friends haha so yeah whats the point. I think as of wednesday i will become a hobit and sit in my basement with chips pizza and beer and watch hockey for the entire winter. no friends no social life just me and my hockey beacause frankly im sick of dealing with fuck heads! the only time ill leave is to work to be able to afford my pizza beer and chips and to pay my sister to go out and get it cuz im to lazy and fat to get off the couch haha(H) good plan if i do say so myself. anywho, i went to my aunts 40th tonite and got pretty hammed im not gonna lie! then i decided it would be great to go jump on the trampoline with my lil cousin haha lets just say that my diner decided to stay next to the trampoline for the rest of the night. it was fun tho sat around a bonfire with all the guys all night it was fucking cold outside but it made me remeber the lake and summer :( which set me in my downhill spiral into pre-winter depression,and remind me how much girls piss me off, damn you damn you to hell GIRLS!!! so i blmae all of this on her!! no wait better yet i blmae it on her parents for having sex 40 years and nine months ago!!! if it wasnt for them man oh man lol so let that be a lesson to all you grade 7 kids having sex these dayz think of the ppl your hurting like your childs nephew or something, gosh kids these dayz no respect, no respect i tell ya, no respect! on that note im tired and shall go to bed, maybe not even get out of bed tommorow, that would be swell(Y) oh shit i have to work at 4-8 booerns to u work, it will prolly be hell unless that sumeone is working, that would make me happy but i think she works in the morning(N) oh well till another day adios amigos ps i might as well copy this just incase it doesnt save AGAIN!!!!