[emocorpse14]: This entry is just for you.. beings you're so concerned that I havent written an entry in a long time :-P So once again life is okay. I've been down to Philly for the past two weekends and this weekend I'm busy... Ugh... I just wanna be lazy! I started my diet in May... I really really really want to stick to it... And you wanna know why?? Because i have NO self-confidence at ALL! I always feel so down on myself... Like I'm so ugly and what now.. I need others to build me up or I'll tumble down... Why may I ask... it makes no sense! I currently hate Meagan Marie Ploof... I knew it would happen tho because she just kept building up the hatred inside of me and yesterday I burst... And before i explain why... I have to say that I hate it when people get me mad because the fact that they got me mad only makes me madder. So first way she got me mad: When Eddie, my cousin, was up with his girlfriend... I was trying to explain to Meagan some things about his g.f. Well i was telling her so she could understand.. And then because she wanted my cousin, she told him everything I told her and got my family mad at me for like a month... BACKSTABBING WITCH Second reason: Like two weeks she lied to me for no reason at all. Out of no where she was saying how Eddie Pompey was talking smack about my family... So I asked him and he said it was a complete lie... Which I believe because hes not the lying type... LYING WITCH Last reason: I cant even explain it all but it all comes down to her calling me stupid... and I guess I supposedly I cant count to 30... Shes must be the stupid one because I have a 96% average and she cant even pass... STUPID WITCH So yeah... She is no longer my friend and she knows it Its the last week of school and I'm happy/sad. I'm happy because I get to go on summer vacation and very sad because that means that next year is going to be really hard... Well thats it for now.. Ill try to write back some other time

OOOKKKAAAYY so even tho im like the only one who keeps up with my sitdiary...ohh well So Christmas was absolutely amazing... i got everything that I wanted. and gill got me a pineapple... YAY ME!! I also got this RAD microphone that I can hook up to my amp so that I can sharpen up my voice.. Im way happy. I went to debbies today...fun... no shock there Tomorrow Im going down to Philly(ill be sure to fill you in on how that goes)) And I am going to my first new years party... im so excited!

Woah... I love Christmas so much!!! Its such a great time of the year :-P ... My maja must think im crazy cuz i made her decorate today! We have this cute little 4' fiber optic tree... She said it was enough but i said shes crazy. Its only four foot for heavens sake... So we brought down the regular one from the attic and decorated it... It looks awesome i must say! The only thing i find odd tho is that if you walk into my house and you just keep walking straight you wont even know that we decorated... but then if you look to your right its like WOAH A WINTERWONDER land!!! So in order to fix that problem we're gonna string icicle lights around the living room... It sounds crazy but it really looks awesome... Im so glad i have a mom who i can decorate with and spend quality time with.... GOSH i love her.. and Gosh! Im such a little kid at heart♥ And about the whole little kid at heart... Me and my bestest Spemily went to see Santa Clause 3 a few weeks ago... it was really good i enjoyed it alot. I even almost cried when Jack Frost took over Christmas. I dont feel like such a dork tho cuz em did too. I had such a good night over there. She definitely is my absolute best friend... I can be my complete honest self around her and she loves me the same... I think we have a lot in common but i dunno...? By the way and for future refrence... I HATE LIARS SO MUCH... I mean how in the world does she get up the nerve to lie to both of us? I mean does she think we're stupid? I think so.. Well happy days♥ and Happy Christmas eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve eve's... love yas!

i love you hunnii... i just wanted you to know that ... Thanks for EVERYTHING!

I friggin hate being sick!!!!! I was sick like all day long. i thought i was gonna die... leave sickness... LEAVE!

okay so we're supposed to be best friends... You be able to tell me everything and anything... But it seems like you can't tell me anything. It seems like you dont trust me enough to keep a secret? No one said that life was gonna be easy, but that doesnt mean that you should push the ones who care away

First off... bonfire was amazing... it was so much fun! I felt like i was in the middle of some big drama tho... i havent seen court in like forever but i couldnt really hang out with her or i would be ditching mags which is something i didnt want to do. We had so much fun tho! We got like 30 people to "Jump on it!" Lol then we went around and got random hugs... it was amazing well i g2g so chao I LOVE MY FRIENDSS FAMILY MY LIFE!!!

Okay so i havent been on since my birthday... nothing really happened since then but ill give you the headlines... On sunday((the last day of summer mind you))- spem and I went to aarons family reunion... I'm glad she went or i wouldve totally died of boredom..It was raining like the whole time we were there tho... At first we were just sitting there doing nothing and aaron got hungary so me and em who werent hungary at all stuffed our faces ((well i did anyway)) We went for a walk by the creek with aarons cousin mikayla but we ended up IN the creek...lol. The they held a family a meeting? yeah it was quite gay... They even elect like president and tresurer and stuff... EWW its a family reunion for freakin sake. Then aaron started to get on my nerves so we got one of his relatives believing that he really was gay! she busted on him so bad... he go kinda mad but ohh well... Then i "spilt" a cup of water on him. Well when his one relative was busting on him he put pudding in my face... it was disgusting i could feel it encrrusting in my pores... So i threw a cup of soda at him How do you like that Aaron.... Then Spem and I basically hung out with jake who for the record is not gay... dropped some cookies then watched aarons relatives eat them... I must say that I actually had fun! Then came school... Ugh. They changed my schedule so that I have algebra 2 second period with aaron... And even better, I HAVE WORLD CULTURES WITH SPEM!!! It sucks tho cuz its like our only class together. Its also kinda weird cuz last year the only class we had together was civics which is a history course just like world cultures... I hope you are enthused by my stupid thoughts... Classes suck cuz i have them with like no one so i sit there in my own little reality... But thats about it for now. *Katelynn aaaanndd the fair tonightt!! ITs gonna be freakin awwesome... more details to come ps. I love my friends pps. sorry that the next entry is gonna be private... dont want the whole world to know my business

I miss him alot... i hide it inside so that people can't see... i never even got a chance to know him... he should be here for me as i grow older.. its my birthday and all i want is for him to be here. He's soo far away.. is he proud of me... do i make him happy? i need him here so much! i need him to help me to guide me. I want him to bbe here to guide me... As time goes on i just miss him more, miss the things that could've happened and never will... Why'd you have to leave me dad?

i love ya hun, i don't know what i would do without you.... i'd be lonely, i'd have no1 to do the demented birdy with me, no1 to want a filing cabnet, no1 to want to steal stuff from the school, no1 to talk about people 2, no1 to complain 2.... NO1 to have a BLAST with no matter what we are doing.. No1 to share my secrets with no1 to listen to me, or me listen to them without getting annoyed..LoL so i just wanted to say without you i prolly wouldn't have a great time doing NOTHING i love you emily and i couldn't ask for a better friend then you... hun i want you to know that i will always be here for you no matter what...even if you just want some1 to listen i will just listen...if you need advise or just need to talk to someone i'm here for you.... I LOVE YOU SPEM Okay Spem, so you prolly think im totally corny and insincere... but im not. The thing is is that we are so much alike that you took the words RIGHT out of my mouth.. Great minds think alike... I LOVELOVELOVE you!!!

I leave for the missions trip on friday... yay like 9 days away from all these hectic messes. Well thats about all from now... will TRY to write back later

not really... i guess i have a boyfriend tho...lol his name is paul hes 3 and he wants to marry me... lol he says im beautiful((why is it that only young people and old people call me beautiful?)) well whatever xoxo

bored outta my mind... listening to music.. .kinda tired... i dont want to go to sleep tho... im waitin for a call and i know as soon as i go to sleep he will call. ugh oh well i guess i will continue to be bored outta my mind... ill be in bed by midnight tho.. so i hope he calls soon... buh bye *kAtElYnN

i hate speech deficits.. Its a shame that i have one. i hate having to repeat myself. and i always do. I hate it how people get mad at me when they dont understand what im saying. Its not my fault that i have one. Its not like i talk so that people dont understand me. i really hate it...

i freakin hate kids!! Well josh and kryss anyways. I have the biggest headache and all i want to do is sleep. I feel like shit and all they are doing is making the headache worse by yelling... UGH

Blah.. thats all I have to say.... BLAH Amber and Ashley never showed up on friday ((they were busy)). So guess who like stalked me the whole time?! He totally still has a crush on me. He did mainly everything except for asking me out. Doesnt he realize that i dont like him that way. I'm starting to not like him at all ((even as a friend)) I see him and cringe. I wish he would just leave me alone. I'm on to bigger and better things. I really need to talk to Amber about some new "developments" Well yesterday was Brittney and Jimmy's wedding. I was watching Sadie. From what I heard it was beautiful. I was down at Cindy's dad's house from like 3 to 8. Then Ryan picked me and Sadie up in a golf cart!!! He was like "Do you wanna ride up?" I was thinking "With you, heck yes" Of course I didnt say that tho. I think I'm still into him. Like I still have feelings for him. I thought for sure that I no longer liked him. But pst. I do! Of course I'll never tell him that tho. He was in a freakin suit.... HOTTT!!! Well at 8 I went up to the reception. AWESOME! I mainly hung out with Shannon. Then I talked with Brittney and Jimmy. She was such a beautiful bride! They make such a cute couple. I can only hope to find love like that one day. There were also fireworks at dusk. It was like an all-out gala. Then Brittney and Jimmy left. I think that Brittney had ahard time letting go. She started balling and everything. I hope they were tears of joy! I'm so glad that I have been blessed to be able to go to such a great church. It is truly a blessing. Well thats about it for now.... I love you alll!!!! Get your own countdown at BlingyBlob.com

today im going to Leahey Family Fun Park which is freakin awesome! Its gonna be so much fun cuz im going with my youth group. Amber and Ashley are the best. im not to sure who else is going but anyways. I absolutly cannot wait for the missions trip. Im so glad that God put me with this church and gave me this awesome possibility. I hope I learn to appriciate live more. Like don't get me wrong, i do very much appriciate life. But I would love to learn more. And grow in the Lord and learn. Can you imagine me with a hammer? Funny stuff. Amber, Ashley, Me, Meghan, Hannah, Cody, and Joey are the only teens I think are going. That is pretty awesome cuz i talk to all of them. I'm so glad that some people arent going. Like imature people who annoy me SO bad. ((some of you might know who im talking about)) I'm not to sure which adults are going. I know for sure that Pastor Mike and Amy are. I really hope that Shannon goes!!! She is amazing and i feel like I learn alot when I am by her. I'm so blessed to have been placed in her D.I.A. group! I couldnt imagine being in any other. So I suppose I'm gonna go hop in the shower and get ready for LFFP. much love, Kat3lynn

not much has happened lately.. .so i guess that concludes this entry... lol gotta love my useless entries! hit em up: kat3lynn09

Yupp so things are better now. Courtney and I are now good again. The missions trip is coming up. Not much left.

I'm not so sure why God has put me on this world. I know I have something. He put me here for a reason. I dont know whats gonna happen tomorrow. I'm not sure I would want to know anyway. What would be the point of tomorrow if you already know whats gonna happen. Well thats about all the babbling im gonna do for today P.s. Im still boycotting myspace :P