i havent written in here for a while.. well atually 2 days but o well. so any ways yesterday for web i went over kats house and we went to mellow mushroom for lunch and then rented saw.. omigaw it was SO scary.. well almost everything scares me but o well. i cant wait to see the next one that is coming out! so today nothing happened except.. i got a 49 out of 50 on my map quiz in social studies!! then science was so funny as usual.. math OJSHGDJSDF ok so i just checked my grades and ms filardi gave me a N in conduct .. what the hell?! i sit in the middle of antartica with bessy behind me and the rest really smart chinese people that like to study every second.. and BESSY god she burps every second and blews it in my face.. it has got to stop.. any ways so yah who is there for me to talk to .. to get a N in conduct. umm NO ONE! i dont get it o well.. i wish i sat with jenna she makes me laugh so hard!!or blair or christy or alex or even shawn.. o well.i just realized that i have like NO love life.. i need a man so bad but it seems like everyone lately sees me as just a friend.. because i am short.. which i am not because i am 5'1 which makes me almost average but ane ways yah i need a hunk... well i have to go study and do my hw because we are going to get pizza soon.. OMG 44 DAYS TILL NYC! and sunday i am seeing hairspray i am so pummmmppppeeeedddd. well i g2g <3 yall They love to tell you Stay inside the lines But something's better On the other side I want to run through the halls of my high school I want to scream at the Top of my lungs I just found out there's no such thing as the real world Just a lie you've got to *rise above*