...And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life... Today started off nicely. At 6:23 AM. Arg, had an SLA meeting. So freaking boring. Got to sit next to Emily thoughhhh. We played tick-tac-toe. I dominated in a whopping 7-5..Nice. Then I talked wth emily, rachael, katie, taylor and alex before 1st period. Caught up with Alex & Taylor on the way there...Alex pushed me into the wall. How cute =) Soo um then in homeroom cameron acted like he broke my ipod. Then they laughed because they said 'BUSH IS GETTING ANNOGURATED' and i gasped and turned towards the TV. Sorrrrry if i don't know what annogurated means. Ha-ha, i thought it meant like assassinated or something. Then there was math, didn't get our tests back. Umm then Lunch with april and jeremy. Ughh ; i really like this dudee. Nothing tooo eventful though. And now im here. Quizzes in LIT and Geography today. Did i study? No =). Soo since today's thursday, that makes tomorrow Friday. Might go to Coach Carter again w/ Jeremy & whoever...he keeps crackin' jokes about how I didn't reallly watch it. Hah -- so might see it again. Or might hang out with the posse. Or chloe wants me to go to some concert with her because her 'boo-boo' is there. So we'll see how it rides outttt. i'm going to go. we are doing some FLASH crap and i don't get any of it. Byeee. ...* IRiS *... And I don't want the w0rld to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be br o k en I just want you to know who I am...

heeyyy im lauren soph at walton i basically do whatever like to go with the flow like outdoors stuff looove camp CLK swim for whss (or try atleast) love my two bff's :) and my boyfriend.. hes pretty cool

ADIOS!!!!!

Just a quick Life update. Back in school. Schedules good - but it still blows. THREE classes with jeremy, two with rach, none with emily. =( Our football team sucks. Love lives. Changed Mucho since the last updateee. Emily and conner broke up bout a week ago. I think thats officially done. Hottie likes rachael..not gonna write who it is juuuust yet. Taylor and taylor broke up. Hah. Umm..jeremy and i's SEVEN monthes was the other day. simply put, its amazing. i guess thats all. what a boring life =P. ♥lau

Haven't written in FOREVER..so i thought i'd give a quick update. The beach with rachael was amazing. We met a lot of really cool people & i got TAN!!! Well, sort-of, anyways. But it was the best trip EVERRR!! New york was a lot of fun. Basically hung out with andrew the whole time..went to a waterpark one day..swam in the lake..went on walks through the orchard..picked cherries and blueberries :]..manhunt..read..bonfires..FUN STUFF!!! And now i have returned home just in time for school to start. Went to nicoles the night i got back..hung out with her brothers friends ?! and drank some. Sorry but..ITS SO NASTY! i don't know how people down it likes its nothing. Then i was reunited with my BEST FRIENDS!!!! it was the best day..EVERRR. then we met MAXXXXXXXXX at moes. i missed that kid soso much. went to kyles house to see his "pimp lair". and then back to emilys. today i'm going ROCK climbing with max..how cool is that!? I MISS JEREMY!!!!! i haven't seen him in a longass time. for 6 monthes he got me a swarvosky crystal squirrel. its awesome. so we are doing great and i love him so much =) SOPHOMORE YEAR STARTS...WEDNESDAY. ANd im fucking PISSED because my hair straightener is in new york..yea...sucks. GOODBYE SUMMER O5 - you were amazing! Me and rach..at the beachh! peace =) What it is hoeee.

IF YOU WERE A HAMBURGER AT MCDONALDS, YOU'D BE MCGORGEOUS ♥♥♥ Well..these last couple days have been prrrreeety boring..for the most part atleast. Jeremy, emily, rachael, katie...EVERYONE left. Few days back phil jenna and kyle came over..jenna left..phil kyle and i went to taco mac and then kyle and i saw the interpreter. then one day i hung out with john and ct. we made potato guns and went to the pool and just chilled. OHH and cruised around in ct's red convertible BMW. Niiiiceee. went out to eat at greenwoods with mom, ms weis and marla and also went to War of the worlds with john and brad. that movie was freakin awesome!!! then tonight went with the family and saw fireworks. and thats basically all ive been doing.. Jeremy and I -- haven't talked to him much at ALL for the past like..week since hes been away. but he gets home tomorrow and hopefully we can hang out and it will all be bueno. i am missing rachael and emily dearly. like ALOT..i want them to come home!! but at the same time i know they're having a blast so im happy for them. RACHAEL AND I ARE GOING TO THE BEACH!!!! Thats right biatchs..PC AGAIN. Yeahyeah, gonna be the shiiittttteee :] Esp. now that my CrAzY rOois well..crazy. so i leave like the 16th..am home for less than a day and then off to... New york!!! Nooottt the city..but AMAZING regardless. Leave the july 23rd --aug. 2nd just in time for school. WHoooo. not. John and i are like REALLY good friends now. being honest..i used to have mixed feelings about the kid..thinking he was mean or something.. but ive been hanging with him alot and talking to him and i love him to DEATH. which reminds me.. KAYAKING - CANOEING - && CLIFFJUMPING DOWN THE HOOCH!!! Holy crap..johns taking me + em hopefully and i CANNOT contain my excitement. One last thing. I miss Max Francis so very very very much!! I will not be seeing him for a long long while and it SUCKS. And its also quite weird without my 2/3. even though its only been 5 days..it feels longer than all the other vacations. prolly cause two are together and one is well..at home wasting her life typing on a computer about her life. ya know what im sayyyinnn' 8) Happy Fourth O' July

We'll look at the stars when we're together So these last few days have been amazing. on thursday it was jeremy & i's 5 monthes!! i went over to his house & we went kayaking along the river..it was so pretty & peaceful & just awesome. we were completely filthy so i went home and took a shower then we went and ate at el porton. then on friday we went to six flags. that was a fun day too. then saturday i went to the mall with rachael and taylor. it was funn then we went back to R's and i slept over there. then on sunday i basically did chores around the house all day -- cleaned the garage, painted my sisters room, laundry, etc..then jeremy came over around 6:30. we went up to the playground and were there until like 9. it started raining..pretty awesome :] then we went to kroger and brusters and brought him home! MISC. STUFF -- My brother broke his elbow jumping on a trampoline. Not a bad break, but i feel bad for him cause he can't swim for the rest of the summer. My cell phone died. Cause i THOUGHT it was shallow water, so i swung my leg over...and then ended up completely underneath, my backpack and cell phone included. Oh well -- new one on the way. And its COOOOL. Emily and rachael are leaving me on wednesday =(. But i hope you guys have an amazing time and GIVE LUCY A HUGE HUG FOR ME!! Jeremys leaving thursday. That sucks too, hah. Looks like im spending 4th of july all by my lonesome. Or with family. PAH, SUCKS. And i miss my friends. i havent seen anyone in soo long. lOOOOVE - lau ^My new cell phone. Piampp =]. Rachael, me, Emily! LOVEEE UUU GUYS.

And i know, I know that I must leave you Even though you never will leave me And tomorrow, I hope that I will see you If not in person, in my memories.. Wow...camp HAD to have been the most amazing and life-changing two weeks of my entire life. Since i had so many amazing times, ill just write about the most memorable. SO my cabin. 8 girls, 4 guys. Then there's Kelly, Brittany and Matt, the most AMAZING counselors ever -- plus our AWESOME PD, Sarah. Camping out on Goat Island -- which we did twice -- was pretty cool. We ate taco salad, did a scavenger hunt, and sang by the camp fire which was amazing. Had some fun screaming across the lake to the people back at camp, the echo was INCREDIBLE! Service projects at camp! Cory, Matt, and I all powerwashed the blacktop. It was FUN! Cept i got kindaaaa dirty. Then we loaded wood into a cabin for awhile, and did KP for camp a handful of times. Morning exercise. Started off waking up at 7 and doing pilates. Then we transitioned to MATT MARRS exercises. We had to lunge to the loft and then do like 100 pushups plus a bunch of other stuff. Needless to say, i was sore for like 3 days. But just knowing i had completely the exercise was a pretty cool feeling. Repelling and cliffjumping. Stuff you basically don't get to do that often. I got to do this really awesome repel off a cliff into the water. THEN i got to cliffjump off the lower cliff. I did a split off the rock =). HAHA so COOL! The weekend trip. KIND OF boring. Went to Ruby falls in TN and saw this cave tour. Then we went to the incline railroad and then camped out in tents. OOH the rain came down. Then the next day we woke up and went to the ronald mcdonald charity house and cleaned for them. It was really cool to help someone else. WELL i will definetely finish this later..there's just so much! LOVE YOU!

Problem with this thing is i always get very lazy. I'll write sometime when lots of stuff happens. I'm going to camp June 5-18 and i would LOVE to get some letters from my friends. Meaning no people from this site..just friends that write on this site. Here's the info: Lauren Sullivan Cabin # Girls ALC High Harbour at Cha-La-Kee 4380 Cha-La-Kee Rd Guntersville, AL 35976 OR Email. Www.Highharbour.org Click Camper Email in the top-right corner. Lauren Sullivan ; Cabin = Girls ALC ; Session 2 or 3 ; Site= Cha-La-Kee A couple of notes to friends-- Rachael- bOO i hope you aren't grounded for much longer! these last 2 weeks hanging out with u all the time have been just great! I LOVE AND WILL MISS U MUCHOOO!! Emily-i hope you had an amazing time in england! we HAVE to hang out when you get back to catch up on old time! i have ur address and will write u .. write me and tell me all about england! i love AND AM GOING THROUGH WITHDRAWAL FROM YOU! Alex W-I hope you get better each and every day! I wanna hang out when i get back! Write me and let me know the progress of your eye! I love u man and i hope you heal just fine! MAX-Little M! OMG HOW AM I GONNA LIVE WITHOUT YOU!!!! I do not know. But i look forward to seeing you august 2nd! ILL MISS U MAXIMUS! Nicole- I hope you had fun on ur beach trip! Dont get tooo crazy while im gone! we HAVE to hang out when i get back! WRRRRITE ME =) i love u kiddooo! TAY!-i hope your burn goes away! have fun these next couple weeks! SAVE ME A DAY TO HANG OUT WHEN I GET BACK! HAVE FUN IN DAYTONA! love u taytayla! So long everyone! Have a good 2 weeks!

Summer's hot..and livins' easy... ^^ Stole ur quote emily =)..UPDATING!! Sunday was really fun! Katie and I went to the pool around 11:30 and then sean kyle rachael emily sam conner max alex and taylor came too!! it was really fun. i love summer!! stayed there until 6:30..then phil called me but i hadda do stuff for mothers day. i am SOO burnt. i have the most jacked up tan line on my chest and its reallly messed. lol. monday i went to the powderpuff game. boring as shit. hung aorund with phil emily dan alex and rachael. So thats what ive done this week. conner is being so mature and its really nice actually. he said he went on a long walk and thought about everything and started to be nice to me..and im gonna be nice to him now. its surprising what a difference someone being nice to you can make. so thats really cool and im glad we are friends after 5 monthes. lol. jeremy is good. he said his momma said i should come up to SC with them sometime :) id really hope my parents will let me go!! our 4 monthes is pretty soon and we're good as ever i think!! LOVE LIVES UPDATES!!! KYLE AND EMILY. He talks about her alot and wants to hang out with her. Which is awesome b/c they live really close to each other. i really hope that it works out because kyles one of my favorite guys ever. but idk if theres still something going on with conner so whatever. dan likes rachael!! eyy not so good for jenna..but they'll still be best friends. april likes ?? i donno. plans for web: nada. but i wanna hang out with jeremy. kyle wants to hang out with emily if at all possible..but she might be hanging out with conner so idk how that would work. rachaels hanging out with danny. and idk everyone elses plans but we always figure it out. my grades are all as and one b. an 89 in lit. i dont really care if its a b. romeo and juliet test today. uh-oh. anyway more updates later!! ^^Jeremy looks like a praying mantis and he thinks i look like a chipmunk. lol. EDIT! ok just thought id edit even though not much happened today! umm it was really hot so i wore shorts and exposed my hot cuts and bruises. WEB day so it was short. 95 on math quiz and 90 on romeo and juliet test and 95 on span test..wootwoot hollaholla. umm then me and mother went to eat at jchristohers..got earrings at beaded lizard and then some sunglasses earrings and a ring at funkey monkey. umm then we went and got rachaell..took dan back to walton..and then went back to the casa. emily came over and we just hung out and talked and watched next. wow that show is awesome. new developement in the LOVE CIRCLLES: rachael is going out with dan!! her very first boyfriend! they had some fun 2daeee. :] congrads girly. jenna, keep ur chin up. hopeuflly therell be a cooll guy at camp for u :). not mcuh else, sides conner keeps like hitting on emily and stuff. well im gonna go. holy shit like NO MORE SCHOOL! how thrilling. love - L-dIzZLE 8)

So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared ..and love me when I'm gone. - - 3 DOORS DOWN` Finally updating. Monday was kinda a bad day. Conner was saying he was gonna beat up jeremy and all this shit. Definetely not good. But its pretty much over now..thank goodness. Ran to LA fitness with katie and nicole. Tuesday i went running with katie. 96 on my math test. Chyesss. 79 on science..eeh not ,dropped my grade three freakin points. im not complaining cause its still an A..but hes only posted the grades for ONE lab..and we've done four?? 103 on geography test :) Woooot. WEB was alright. Mother picked up me rachael jeremy emily sean and april. Went to the avenue and capozzis. Dropped everyone at emilys and jeremy and JFBC and then i went to the orthodontist. My teeth hurt so much. It sucks..i cant eat like anything. then last night i went running and talked ot jeremy. typed my lit essay and school was ok today. lunch was goood. conner threatened to pants me. that would really suck. 100 on my math quiz..yeeyuh. Failed my spanish quiz..dumbshit lol. No plans for the weekend sides babysitting for the aaronsons. Haven't hung out with emily and rachael in forever..i feel like we arent as close as we used to be :. But i think its just cause everyones been really busy with school and trying to finish up the year. And ill admit that jeremy takes up more time..but thats a really good thing in my life so i don't mind. so i wanna hang out with them some! and jeremy too. haven't seen jenna and APE in awhile either. well, we'll see how it goes. LOVE UPDATES. :D. Emily and conner are broken up. For good i think. Conner said he was going for this other chick..but now says shes disgusting?! NOW kyle wants to hook up with emily bc he thinks shes hot. So thats awesome 8] AND i hope it goes down. CAUSE HES A STUD DUH. Jenna likes dannn. But honestly jenna you can do better. Rachael liked Caleb, but she can do better than a picky shallow guy if thats true. Katie and john are still together. April likes..i dont know..but karante wrote her a very nice little obcessive love letter. Taylor and taylor fought because of stuff..but he said they are cool now. ..Edit! Friday i went home with emily and rachael on the bus. We ate for awhile and then ended up hanging out with kyle kevin and jeremy. then we all left because emily was going to SC. jeremy went out to dinner with his mom and so me and rachael went to alexs with katie april sean and caleb. just hung out for awhile and came home around 10. talked to jeremy on the phone a little bit. rachael fell asleep and conner called me -- he actually really impressed me with all the nice stuff he was saying. unforunately he cant say it to emily so its kinda pointless. but he was being very nice to me and that was a nice change from how mean he usually is..even if hes kidding. then i talked to emily about going out with him again. wanted to help him out since hes like depressed. but she doesnt know. talked to jenna about her night with dan --glad u had fun! talked to jeremy for like 5 seconds..hes leaving for sc so that means no hanging out all weekend. but thats ok bc then itll make it better when we finally hang. i have to babysit the aaronsons again tonighhht. so right now me and rachael are going running. summer is so soon now. 2 WEEKS LEFT OF SCHOOL IEEEEEEEEE! Wow thats exciting :] SUMMER 05' ♥ 10 DAYS!

palm trees *` ocean breeze lets go crusin' you & me salty air | sunkissed hair e n d l e s s summer t.a.k.e m.e. t.h.e.r.e Way fun weekend. Seriously, it was. Friday night i went to eat at Swallow in the Hollow with Jeremy + his family. We walked around Roswell and just fun stuff like that. Then we went back to his house & sat in the hammock till my mom came and got me at 11. It was a lot of fun :). Then on saturday katie nicole conner travis patrick and i went to the pool. it was funn we just hung around the pool and houses. then jeremy stopped by on his way to the avenue so i got to see him some. saturday night i babysat. today i woke up..got a shower then went over to conners with emily. That was funnnnn? :P So that was my aweeesome weekend.

Be Yourself...is all that you can do. Well. Ive just made myself a chocolate milkshake and figured what the hell..ill write in my diary. Monday i went to school and then running. Tuesday was a really crappy day outside ;as a result, i got like 5 compliments on how fantastic my hair looked. Thats funny..my hair + rain = wet dog. Umm on WEB we got our yearbooks. they're cool. Then i went to the avenue with jeremy.. it was fun! we were walking behind the building as we found all these adorable baby rabbits. :] so we caught one and played with it and i took a picture of him and it. it fit in the palm of my hand ; sooo adorable. So then we let it go by its nest and left. So i didnt end up going to the turner field game after all. Got some pretty OBCENE signatures and notes in my yearbook. COUGH. HOOOW COol. Thursday i ran to the gym with katie. Customer appreciation means food..haha and i didnt obstain, thats for sure. Talked to J on the tele for a little. LIT grade went up to an A..but then again my jane eyre test isnt in there. OOOOPSS. 21 errors. YES 21! SO tonight i donno what im doing. Was gonna go to jeremys track meet since its regionals..butttt its all the way at woodstock and i dont think his mom can take me. Going home with rachael and emily to hang so ill prolly be with rachael all night :D YAYYY IM SO EXCITED since emilys going to hang with her booyuh. Might hang with phil..donnno really! I shallll figure out somehting though! ...EDIT!! Yesterday i went to rachaels with emily and ate..alot lol. Then we went to the avenue around 8 30 with conner patty travis phil and sean ko. jenna katie alex and ap were there too. but most of them went to battle of the bands. anyway that was fun we just hung out and talked for awhile! all of the guys were like abusing me with hits and stuff..so cool. then we walked over to kmart and DQ and i got a milkshake. it was goooood. jeremy texted me -- he got 1st place in both of his races!! which is so good..because it was the regionals for the entire state!! got home and talked to him for awhile. then emily talked to conner on the phone for forever..and they broke up. which is kinda sad but kinda not. because he didnt always treat her so well and he made up stuff. so she can do better when he acts like that, but other times hes aweomse and perfect. but itll all work itself out in the end.. whether they are together or not. went to the avenue today and got my pictures developed. HOLY Crap its like a whole film roll of hot guys!!! haha just kidding. jeremys the best by farrr :] the rabbit pic is AWESOME and ill put it on here later on!! so now im hanging out with jordan!! its so fun i havent seen them in forever!! powderpuff game got cancelled..so maybe i can go if they reschedule it! tomorrow i think im hanging out with jermey. or i want to anyways bc i havent seen him all weekend!! but for nows im gonna go straighten jordans hair bc shes aboutta get out of the shower! HAVE A GOOD NIGHT!!

And i really like what you've done to me.. ..I'm so into you ♥ Hola. Yesterday at school was good. There was a pep-rally, so classes were short. Didn't go to it though..went to study hall with jeremy, phil & casey instead. Came home and cleaned my room. Then went out to eat at Chili's with my dad and brother. Came home and then Jeremy came over around 7:OO. :) We hung out in my basement and watched Saw..the most disturbing movie evveerr. So i was basically freaked out the whole time, but was of course okay bc germ was there :D He hadda leave around 10; but i finally gave him that sand-dollar and took his picture. Ate some icing, ice cream & milk then went to sleeep. Woke up to my brother running around my room this morning. Threw him out of my room.. then went back to sleep till like 9:3O. J called..so i talked to him till like 10:15 then went running. Its freezing cold outside right now..so that wasn't too fun. Came home, got a shower & made me and my brother quesadillas. Beeeen pretty dang bored since then. Said i'd watch brian while father played golf..so i've pretty much watched tv and folded some laundry. Then i made confetti cupcakes :D. SO come on over and have someee. That's been my day so far. --------1.23.O5--------- Today is me and jeremys 3 monthes!! It seems like yesterday was the falcons game...but i also feel like i've been dating him a lot longer than 3 monthes. Its my longest relationship in my life actually. And its been a really good one...we have yet to have a single "fight".. just certain instances where i annoy him and then apologize later on =) But everythings positively awesome..in my opinion atleast& i hope we stay together all summer long!! I love and trust him more than anyone in my life [ besides the 2/3 and family] and hope i never lose him! Other stuff going onnn: Rachael might sleep over tonight. Yay..i hope she does because i feel like we never talk anymore! Its really sad because i love my boo-boo [shes MY accident] The police came to our house today. It was kinda exciting..theres a verry nice set of tire tracks all the way across my front lawn. Needless to say, daddy is pissed and wants to brinnng dooowwnn the assholes that did it. I'm going to the Turner field game to support cancer on tuesday! With phil kyle.. maybe jeremy?! Should be fun..plus we get out of school and its for a good cause!! I really wanna go to the Breaking Benjamin concert with kyle!! Its on may 19 and i asked jenna to go too. I also wanna go to KENNY CHESNEY on july 16th..but i fear i may bc in NY :( which would suck since i missed it last year too. We get our yearbooks on wednesday!! I've decided that i really only want notes from close friends.. no lousy signatures from people i hardly know. I remember how the popular people at DMS used to sit up against the wall and wait for people to come ask them to sign their yearbook..like royalty or something. Some of those girls still need a reality check if you ask mee. Well im gonna go ice the rest of my cupcakes. 2/3 CALL ME WHEN U SEE THIS! Im so lost without you. Hahha =D ADiOS!

Swing, Swing from the tangles of My heart To start off, i just love this diary and its server. Not. I wrote a freaking long-ass entry and it deleted. Awesome. Ok so. Monday i walked to kmart and DQ with nicole. that was pretty fun. tuesday me nicole and katie went to einsteins for katies birthday. then that afternoon i went to jeremy's track meet with rachael! it was fun to see him race..hes so fast! he tied for 3rd place and lettered! then yesterday was web..went to alex's to watch romeo and juliet. SUCH a boring movie..but it was fun to hang with everyone. then i rode home on emily and rachaels bus..we ate alot. then my mom came and got me and we went to kroger. i really need a new phone..mine just totally craps out whenever i touch it and turns off. its a piece-o-crap and i desperately am in need of one that doesn't turn off when i hit it with a pen cap. then i went running with katieeee. mother leaves today for FL. so alll weekend with the daddy-o. should be interesting. todays been good so far. got a 96 on my spanish test..math was pretty boring. lunch..i got abused with paper and carrots and punches and such. i think john still has my 5 dollars. neerrr not cool. so now im chillin with kyle listening to music bc i finished my work. LOVE LIVES. i decided to make this section bc i thought it'd be funny to look back on freshman year and see who is with who. Emily and Conner are still together..had a little bit of a shakey time..but got back together. Katie and john are bueno too. rachael is currently being set up with ERIC H..the coolest dude everrr. Alex likes shelli so i bet they'll go out. CUUUTE. Taylor is goin out with taylor..which is good for him cept he dosent hang with us anymore =( .. Max likes alyssa w. good for him i suppppose. And i think thats it for love lives at the moment. CEPT for my own. Jeremy :) WHO IS fREAKINGGG AMAZING and treats me wonderfully. i think i'm hanging out with him on friday..and our three monthes is saturdayy. :D..which i would consider pretty long in terms of a high school relationship. Plans in my life: I have to clean my room SPOTLESS when i get home this afternoon if i want out of the house this weekend. Friday i plan on hanging out with jeremy atleast..and maybe everyone else too! saturday..not doin anything i dont think?! nor on sunday or monday. but i think im going to the turner field game on tuesday with phil kyle and maybe jeremy! LIEBLICH is going so im SOOO excited to see her! SUMMER IS SO SOON!!!! theres only ONE MONTH OF SCHOOL LEFT!!!!! 21 DAYS!!!! Camp on june 5TH!!!! My parents are going to lahoya california to a world class spa while we are at camp! Only bad thing is not being able to see 2/3/ jeremy everyday! thats ok bc i will hopefully see them alot this summer! i dont think im doing swim team..darn. NY in july..with andy! i miss him!!! but it will never be the same without his grandfather..i hate thinking about it. hopefully mom will let me drive around with him..bc that would be AWESOME if she would! lAUREN SUMMER - 21 DAYS!!!

You are the SALT of the Earth - Matthew 5:13 - AJKLFAJLSFJSAJLK This weekend was so much fun! Lets start out on friday. it was FEB..always awesome. went to chilis with emily katie rachael alex jeremy caleb and sean. then we went to the east hampton park..then back to mi casa. jeremy left and then we hung out outside with my brother and his NERDDDDDYYYY friend. so then my madre took all of us to the movies where we were joined by april jenna kyle and kevin. tried to sneak into a movie..but you know how that goes. and since we are COOL FRESHMAN without licenses.. we just walked around the parking lot. walked around petsmart with jeremy alot. and got caught by cops. omigggah. definetely one of those moments where you would just rather die. then went back to the house with jenna and ate and then slept. saturday -- woke up at 6:45, straightened my hair and packed. went to the bus stop..ended up sitting alll alone on the bus. that was cooool. had a good day..did service work.. cleaning and power washing 3 school buses. hard work but really fun!! had a bonfire..ate a TON at dinner..it was just overall GREAT and i miss camp SOOOO much. it was great to see lieb again..i NEVER laugh as hard as i do around that girl! and danielle..shes awesome too!! and JOHNNY DANGER!! ..and bart! well now im just rambling. sunday- woke up at 7 again..had chapel then went to breakfast. talked some more about sites and jobs and how things are gonna work this summer. sang some more and then hadda leave on the buses =(. it was a fun couple hours home though..they made fun of my cheeks the entire time. =). got home..got a shower. FINALLY. since dirt was caked onto my legs all weekend. then went to borders. picked emily and rachael up and went to maxs. jack, alex, katie, john and max were there also..it was SO fun..max has the coolest house ever! alex took me for a ride on the 4 wheeler and i thought i was surely GOING to die. but thankfully he was safe and nice and didn't kill me =). then katies retarded so she flipped the 4 wheeler..dumb ass. went on this big swing..thought i was gonna die AGAIN thanks to alex. climbed all the way to the top of the treee =D. oo do i love tree climbing. then we ate dinner and left! it was so fun max -- thanks for having us!! well now i am completely dead from cleaning and service work and walking and NOT sleeping and all that fun stuff. and i still have homework. but this surely was an amazing weekend -- how much love can be in one place? ALOT. and you feel it..along with acceptance. and thats why i love it there. but im off..hope everyone had a good weekend!

And all I ever wanted was you... Holy shizzuh i haven't written in a long time. I'll start off on the last sunday of break. Went to the park with jeremy!! Finally got to see him after forevverr. Hung out along the river and the sand it was just so great. :) Basically was in heaven. First day back wasn't so bad. Got to see everyone again.. so i guess that was pretty cool. Went running to la fitness with katie and worked out. Ran home and then around the neighborhood. Tuesday was the same ollld. Ran with nicole around the neighborhood..ate.. then went running again with my sister. Got chacos and rainbows. Yehaawww CAMP HERE I COME!!! Also i wet my pants. No not really. Conner just poured water all over my lap..it was soooo cool. NOT!! I'm gonna kill that kid. I want my freaking 7 dollars. Today was pretty gooood. Jeremy was out of school sick..so that kindof sucked. I misssed him dearly. Progress reports. All A's and ONE B. A freaking 89 at that. IN LIT. I hate that damn class. But hopefully i can pull it up. Got home today..watched that chick from WHS on room raiders..then ran to la fitness with katie. Worked out ran back then to nicoles. Ran home at dinner. Went out running againn. Got home around 8. Been talking to jeremy muchooo. And thats my BORING ASS LIFE. See people..thats why i don't update. Nothing to say. Plans for this weekend and what-not. Friday -- Maybe the auto-show?? I donno but possibly hanging out with jenna that night so we can get up in the morning. Also possibly hanging out with jeremy. Or then again.. i really miss the posse. Like SO much. We used to hang out like all the time and now we never do. Saturday at 9 AM i leave for the ALA weekend up at burton! Im SOO excited just to get back to camp and see everyone!!!!..returning sunday at idk what time. Other plans..nada mucho. Possibly going to the WHS game at turner field with phil and kyle and whoever. Summer is SO SOON and i can't keep my PANTS on im so excited!!!!! eee yay. Vicki -- I love you SO much and im ALWAYS here for you. Please always and forever remember that. Always, lauren

I love this crazy tragic, sometimes almost magic, awful beautiful life.. Me, Rachael, and emily on the balcony! Emily, Rachael, and I :) Rachael, Emily, and I before Club La Vela! SPRING BREAK WAS AMAZING!!..but i really don't feel like typing everything so the highlights. Drove there saturday. Sunday laid out for four hours because we are retarded. Met Jamie in the hottub. And these 8th graders playing pool. Woke up the next morning with styes and blisters and burns. So we stayed inside for the day and went out that night. Snuck a corona and met Joe. Talked to Blake and the LHS/SHS guys on the beach. While rachhh did her thang ON THE BEACH. Lucky. Next day we laid out for like three hours and got even MORE burnt. That night we went to CLUB LA VELA!! It was fun..i danced with like 4 guys but felt extremely guilty because of jeremy. Went in the hottub and met some funny people! Drove home on wednesday. It was suchhh an amazing spring break and i LOOOVE those girls with all my heart!! I can honestly tell them anything and everything! Only bad thing about this spring break is that i've only talked to jeremy once since friday!! He called wednesday night from SC but only talked for like 30 minutes or so. Hopefully he'll get home today and call me so we can go somewhere. I missssss him mucho. For all the anonymous faggots leaving gay comments, get a life. If we are so ugly and fat..don't look at my site. I could care less if you left a comment..just leave your name fags. XoXO ♥ lauren

I've never been in a love like this.. I can feel your soul everytime we kiss Just had to update. Couldn't resist. School was pretty good. Short day -- FEBS rawwwk. Watched dodgeball. That movies hilarious. 86 on math test. Not bad..considering i failed EVERY quiz. 93 on geography test. Nottt bad ; Jeremy got 1 point higher though. But he didn't study. And i actually did. Hmph. So walked around for awhile during FEB then mother picked us [rachael and emily] up and we had panera. Went to kmart for tanning oil :] and a camera. Park with ko katie and jenna and ko. Red car on spring = awesome. Walked back to the casa to pack.. Thats it. HERRRRRRES What made my day so amazing. Movies. With you guessed it..Jeremy. Mi bebe. :] Saw Are we there yet..it was really funny. Ice cubes a funny duuude yuh. And Well, the pouring down rain actually worked to my advantage today. Besides becoming TOTALLY soaked in my white tshirt and looking like a disgusting wet dog.. my night was nothing short of amazing. Because well, you know how everyone makes out in the rain in the movies?? Wellll its better than it looks :D So hung out in this alley for awhile. Got totally drenched. Went over and saw poor lonesome emily. Haha. Then we walked to wendys. Little jerjer got all worked up because only the drive through was open. And since WE DONT HAVE CARS..there was no way for him to get his precious food. Considered WALKING through the drive-through..but decided that neither of us like looking like idiots. His madre came and picked us up and DROVE him to get his food. She brought me home..I think/hope she likes me now after that spat at chilis. He walked me to my door and kissed me goodbye and told me to have fun. And just to freak me out said hope you dont get eaten by a shark. LOVELY. MAKES ME FEEL GREAT [we were talking about shark attacks earlier] so now i'm fearing a possible shark attack. Haha so paranoid. I'm going to miss him sooo much. EEKKK Fallen. :] ♥ PANAMA CITY TOMORROW!!!!! I AM SOOO EXCITED. We are gonna have the TIME OF OUR LIVEEESSSS. Ah, I cannot contain my excitement. I LOOOOOVE YOU GIRLS. PANAMA CiTY - TOMMORROW!!

Here's my heart..I'll let you break it. Prolly the last entry i'll write before spring break. Enjoy :D Yesterday was pretty good i'd say. Weather was AWESOME during the day.. and i LOVE thunderstorms at night. Keep my windows open all day now. Ooohh do i love summer. School was good. 82 on odyessy test. 6O on math quiz. Smartie i know :]. Hung out with nicole again. She makes me laugh -- I missed her all this time!! So we laid out for like...5 minutes then realized we were bored so we ate. Went on a run. Came home and did homework forevveerrr. Talked to Jeremy online while doing my Jane Eyre essay. Got in the shower around 12:2O and sleep around 1. I need to start going to bed earlier ; On account of i wake up at 6:25 every morning. What i will do for my hair. Pshh. Had like a billion tests today. Spanish quiz, math test |[FLUNK]|, geography test, and impossible LIT quiz. It was really gross outside today. All humid and stuff. It'll be sunny in PANAMA CITY though. I am SO excited..beach, possibility of getting tan, ocean, no family :, HOT WEATHER, NO JEANS :D, and of course my two best friends. What could be better?? Only bad thing is i won't get to see jeremy everyday like usual :(. We are hanging out tomorrow though :D..or i hope so anyway! Parents leave on monday get back friday. I get back wednesday. You know what that means..house to myself for tw0 days baby!! I actually doubt i will end up staying here..but w/e. So everything is good..besides my rapidly falling lit grade. And math. Hahahh. But only 3O DAYS LEFT UNTIL SUMMER!! Where i get to hopefully see jeremy all the time :] And my besties of course!! AND CAMP!! Which reminds me that i have to go on a retreat weekend in like 2 weekends and i havent done anything for it!!! Greeeattt. Jeremy is awesome. I could never ask for anything better. Nor will i ever get anything better. Love that boy foreeverr. And with that i'm gonna go. I'll be SURE to update when we return from Panama City! I'm sure there will be many stories to tell. Have a great break everyone!! lAUREN PANAMA CiTY - 2 DAYS!! ^^SO Excited emily and rachael!! x33 yall so much!!