Feeling sad.

Hey its me. Yesterday my uncle was doing fine...but around 7:00pm his breathing got funny and his heart rate was un-normal. IDK if you've ever really thought about it yourself but all i was thinking about around 7:00pm yesterday was that i never get a chance to go see my great great uncle and aunts that much since i'm older and then it popped in my head that their getting to that age where one moment of seeing my face could change their whole day. But since their at that age and you get to be a teen those moments kind of fade away and then you get to hardly have time to see them and then they get sick of old age and they go into the hospital and you find out that they won't be livving much longer and then once again it pops into your head that their in the 90's and at any moment during that day they could just pass away. And then when it comesw to that time of day you keep thinking that maybe if you had seen them more and made them smile more that maybe just maybe they wouldstay for a little longer. but then you become a little happy and very sad...but you think about the moment that you shared with that person and the times you smiled and even the times you laughed your ass off. but all-in-all your day was sad but you always remember the happy moments. ********************************************* My great great uncle passed away at 7:15 I cryed so much last night and yesterday that i'm probably out of tears. but just like what i wrote i can always remember the happy time i shared with my great great uncle fred. --------------------------Jazzy--- :o(
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:( sorry
i'm really sorry about everything that is going on right now! but it will all pass, dont worry.....life is tough, but it goes on no matter what...focus on the good things!
lauren
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