Have you ever known someone for a long time and been with them alot but every single time you look into there eyes it feels like the first time...thats how i feel...everytime i look at him it feels like the first time i ever looked at him and i saw his wonderful face...everytime we kiss it feels like the first time when we stood in my kitchen and we decided to take the next step...and evertime he puts his arms around me it feels like the first time he ever held me when i knew that i wanted those arms around me for good...i love everything about him and i cant get him off my mind...i feel like a little girl with a crush he makes me wanna dance around my kitchen in my underwear...im constantly smiling becuase hes constantly on my mind...i just want to talk about him all teh time to everyone...im just so scared taht i might loose him...or even worse loose the feelings i have about him...hes so different then what i usually go for but hes everything that ive ever wanted...i feel so comfertable around him naturally its insane..i have no regrets with him the only regret i have is waiting so long to be with him...yeah im going on and on and im gonna bore whoever reads this but ohh well ill write more soon<3