Today is mine and matt's 7 months. The other i had a dream that matt said he was leaving to , "Go pick the berries to make wine and that he knew he had to leave and he didn't want a relationship except i came along." I told him about the dream and he was like yeah, "5 more months and i have to go pick berries." lol. it mad me sad and laugh and the same time. I love matt so much that i wanna marry him in the future, but not yet cause im only 17, but anywho. I didn't talk to him much today cuase he went snowboarding and he didn't get back until right before i called him. I was thinking about how one of my friends bitches about not hanging out with our group anymore, and i realized that i don't as much as i used to but more that her. She doesn't even hang out with us on our spare, which we all have together. She just goes home for spare and for lunch and everything, and she goes with her boyfriend on weekends, which i do too, but i don't leave them at school when i could be spending time with them... it just makes me mad how she bitches about it when she can do something about it. but im really tired, it's 1:55am. I have work to do tomorrow on my online course., which should've been done like a week ago or two. lmao. but im going to maybe right in my real diary.... love peace and chicken grease (for those of you who have seen the pest, you know what im talking about lmao)