you happy amber? i'm updating for you!! well, i forgot my cell phone today and i felt so naked... i had 3 missed phone calls from cole.. he's so fucked.. we shouldn't talk late anymore... but hey... anyways!! well today i went to school like a good girl!! My ex was flirting with this other chick breken a lot but it doesn't really matter.. i'm starting to get used to it. Amanda gave me a ride home then i sat around because no one was home.. THANK GOD!! It was so wonderful being home alone. THen Amy's mom got home so i ran over and got my cell phone and listened to my messages and found out about things which i have mentioned earlier. I had to lift weights.. i'm going to hurt like hell tomorrow well thats the updates for now!!

Well, I had a good 4 day weekend and i just made some cookies and they are damn tasty. Seanny is sick and i wish i could make him feel better he didn't sound to good on the phone. I would totally take his sickness so that he good be healthy and happy... Anyways, My mom flew to New York last night because my great uncle died. I can't believe that he would do something so stupid as to try to commit suicide. i dont think my great aunt Lila deserved to go through walking in and.. anyways, I found my Ipod yay. Well I'm gunna go. party on peoples.

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!! I got texts from ppl wishing me a happy birthday seanny got me a very freaking awesome Vote For Pedro shirt!! and yet another awesome Snow White shirt. and my dad got me awesome posters of my favorite anime and my mommy is gunna buy me some new converse.. ahd my yiayia and pops got me cookies and 25$ check. Yea i had a nice birthday. Love you guys! aleyna

Well i forgot to set my alarm... So i slept in untill like 10:30 i didn't go to school so i watched the matrix and the matrix reloaded adn then i got bored so i watched the part where agent smith and neo do their final fight thing. So now i'm on the computer and i need to memorize my lines for tomorrow.. OH shit. Anyways have a nice day aleyna

I didn't sleep at all last night i didn't sleep for a full 27 hours and i was all out of it. So i got out of school 2 hours early so i would go home and sleep. SO i went home took a nap for 3 hours then i tried to call sean didn't answer.. no surpise.. texted him.. no answer... Took a shower since i didn't get a phone call back so i called cole.. talkin on the phone with him now. Him and his gf are cute. Well, i have to go to bed soon. Well i love you guys.

well got over with my finals i dont kow how i did but i know i at least got a C or worse on my biology final there is on way in hell that i got more then that... I will not get to see sean more then 20 minutes within the next two days.. and talking to him online i'll get 10 minutes with both days together.. :( Oh well i think i'll make it. I have been feeling kinda annoying otday i dont know why... i have my english final and drama final tomorrow.. which should be interesting i now notice how much i use thoe whole... thing its like EveRYWHerE! Alright well party on image

Well basically its been pouring none stop for awhile now and this morning there was a tornado warning and not to mention it was thundering and lightning fun stuff so because of this about 2/3 of the people that go to my school didn't go to school so most of today i just messed around. Two of my teachers couldn't get to class because of the highway being closed and now there was this big mudslide that basically thrashed 19 houses this means that there is now way in hell they are going to be able to get to school tomorrow. check out these pics of whats goin on here..

ahh this week is finals! FINALLS ARE STUPID! On the plus side we get out of school at 12:30 or so. I had an awesome time with sean today i kinda got a lil hyper so i kinda was all woooooooooo. Then my mom brought in a pic which wasn't cool my mom said it was a pic of me attempting oral sex... it was a pic of me at age 8 in this position where i am sitting andalmost puttin gmy legs over my head.. sean that it was freaking hilarious. anyways have a nice time. aleyna

well school is starting up again... *cries* i really would prefer not to go to school. but dont we all? Today i get to walk to Amy's in the rain in the pouring freaking rain. I love the rain but at this moment i'm not liking it to much. I never finalized my second semester classes.. so i'm hoping i wont go to school today and find out my first period class is actually health second period and that my schedual is completely fucked up. Anyways have an awesome day

i have 8 hour practice today but since my uncle is coming down i only have to be there for 4 hours. I'm going to be late. so write more about today later. see ya

hey well right now harmony, sean, and wilis are here just hangin and i'm on hold for pizza chief. Exciting stuff.

I always do something to screw up someones life... I am a horrible person and my friends deserve better. Maybe I could just drift away. If i am not apart of anyones life then i wouldn't have the problem of possibly fucking up anyone elses happiness. I'm sorry.

i just got back from the mall w/willis and i got the extended version of LOTR the Two Towers so now we have the complete all version thing for LOTR mwahaha. I'm such a nerd. So Willis, Sean, and i partied today and well unfortunately Willis was crazy bored because Sean and I were all "lovy dovy" as he put it lol. SORRY WILLIS! Well thats all thats been up today.

Christmas was nice a lil bit hectic and some small disagreements happened but otherwise it was okay. I went to my uncle glens and we played Halo 2 on x box live which was funny because i killed this on guy and he started yelling at me through his mouth peice thing it was awessome. I actually didn't get that many things that were actually on my x mas list. I did get a pair of pants the Napoleon Dynamite dvd, a sweatshirt, and one of the video games i wanted besides that nothing else i got was on there. But i still love the presents though. see ya

today was fun i hung with willis and i made Sean and him their pies. He lighted a smoke bomb which was interesting. At about 6 45 Willis had to leave to go visit his "Mexican Nanny" and Sean came over at around 7 so we wrapped presents and after my dad his panties up in a bunch again and yelled and left the house.. (he currently hasn't returned) Willis showed up and we exchanged presents Willis and i gave Sean a man thong and i gave him pajama pants. Willis, the previous night, gave a marijuana leaf necklace and a necklace that we had found at the school awhile back that said flirt on it, good reminders of past fun times. I gave Willis a lighter with an american flag on it. Sean gave me a beautiful heartnecklace and gave our familiy sees candies! Oh how i love candy. Thanks you guys i really loved the presents you guys rock. OH SHIT THAT REMINDS ME I HAVE TO MAKE EVERYONE PRESESNTS.. shit shit shit shit. WOo have a great x mas eve. hey i found this on a diary and i thought it was funny Here we are, Christmas eve. Jewish people are frantically changing flight patterns going, “Santa you Nazi bastard! Tonight’s the night fucker!” and hoping he gets clipped by a DC10. But I mean, the Jews are cool, they don’t commercialize their religion like the Christians do. I mean, when’s the last time you ever saw a bumper sticker that said “honk if you love Moses,” or “Damn all you skin heads!,” yeah, never. And I’d like to say a special Christmas to all of you Amish people, although you won’t read this, because you’re too fucking stubborn to get electricity, and even if you did, you’d still be using a commodore 64. Oh, and we can’t forget the people in the middle east, try not to lose a limb or anything, and eat everything that moves… minus family, k kids. And Merry Christmas to all the soldiers fighting there to. Stay alive guys and keep fighting, you’re doing a great job. (Canada that is, I can’t say the same for the Americans and their “Friendly Fire”. I mean do you guys even look before you shoot? Or do you just scream like a little girl and stick your guns over the wall and shoot?). Anyways, Merry Christmas to all, and have a safe Christmas. And if you’re going to the states and you’re Canadian…friendly reminder….watch out for the FF! MERRY CHRISTMAS!

hey i thought i would make a backup diary just in case like what has happened in teh last couple of days my friends keep changing my password and then i freak out that i will loose all the entrys.. well write more later.