hello there- today i dunno why but i just feel crappy! and that guy that i was talking about in my last entry well we ended up hooking up for about 1 month and 5 days and he cried so much that i just had to dump him i mean don't you want a man and not a boy for a boyfriend jeesh i just don't understand...so i've been single for a bout 1 month or so and my friend amber had this wonderful idea to hook me up with her boyfriends cousin eric norby and he's a sweet guy like a really sweet guy i mean i said kyle was sweet well he's sweeter and better yet...HE DOESN'T CRY..lol well not all the time lol but yeah i dunno what to do really and i dunno if i should go for him i mean i want to and all but i dunno if i want a boyfriend right now or not..but i guess you could always try it out and see if it works or not i mean we talk like everynight and when i'm not with him i feel lonely and he makes me feel just so beautiful and i love it so i dunno i guess i just have to think it over...but my sister is being a lil bitch today so i guess that's why i'm so aweful because she keeps on getting me into trouble because she's a jelouse bitch and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH i just want to strangle her grrr....but n/e ways i'm going to go so you don't have to hear me bitch or n/e thing n/e more alright later.. love always, Lakrissa Jade