Just about to go and watch lost.
Went to old houae this evening to see Gwen, Sarah &Laura. I love sarah and she has a lot of layers to her i keep finding. The house looks great and tidy which sort of makes me wonder whether i was the messy one. I probably was but i wasn;t the dirty one. I don't regret moving. living in moy road is certainly different. its a big difference actually but i needed the change. Even though its a lot snugger than my old room i feel more at home, yet it takes 4 guys collectively to be louder than me!! I'm 10 mins away from old house, 5mins from harriet & 3 from James. Showed Gwen & Laura round, think they were intrigued.
"There are 3 types of people in this world. Pussies, dicks and assholes. Pussies don't like dicks because pussies get fucked by dicks.
But dicks also fuck assholes, assholes that just want to shit on everything.
Pussies may think they can deal with assholes their way. But the only thing that can fuck an asshole is a dick, with some balls.
The problem with dicks is they fuck too much or fuck when it isn’t appropriate. And it takes a pussy to show them that.
But sometimes pussies can be so full of shit that they become assholes themselves, because pussies are an inch and half away from assholes.
I don’t know much about this crazy, crazy world, but I do know this: If you don’t let us fuck this asshole, we're going to have our dicks and pussies all covered in shit." -TEAM AMERICA
I'm tired of looking at my bug fat belly so:
For the next 10 weeks til christmas
NO boozing
NO chocolate
NO crisps
NO TAKEAWAYS
GYM AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK
see how long i can keep it up
Got a cold on my first day back at Uni
That sucked a lot
Anyway i haven't written over the summer because i have had no access to internet for most of the time due to Mum fucking up our new PC at home. I worked so fucking much anyway over the summer i really had no time.
So, yeah, not much happened anyway so i probably wouldn't have written anything exciting anyway.
My timetanle rocks at the moment because i have no tutorials yet and no reading or work to do as its the first week back. i really think we have too much holiday. i was ready to go back in september and it would mean i'd learn more. if we only had 3 months off rather than almost 6 i could do a 3 year course in 2 years i reckon.
Anyway. still with tom and its still exciting. I enjoy being with him more everytime i see him. I'm really gonna miss him now hes back in Nottingham
Oh well, fed up now going to bed and write later in the week
Ok, i have 4 days to revise 3 modules. Getting so stressed even norah jones is pissing me off. I went swimming today to de-stress but ive now got a cold so i feel awful. I went round next door to borrow some paracetamol and stayed chatting for 3 hours. I hope they didnt think i overstayed but i felt the most relaxed that day in a long time. Oh well. I just want to do well.... but at this moment i dont even think im even gonna pass!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAHhhhh
everytime i set my alarm its for an earlier time. I wont even have a lie in on my birthday.
fuck
Tom came round this weekend. It was all fantastic. and it made me realise how lucky i am to have him. God he looked so fine all weekend!!
I really can't wait untill these exams are finally over... im getting really addicted to haribo. Though ill have quite a jam packed summer with 2 jobs and all. dunno how tom's gonna cope with that. Plus the other day, i set myself some goals to achieve over the summer. (sad i know but it helps me prevent being too lazy) I love tom...
It's getting harder to concentrate. I have been turning my coomputer off so that i don't get frustrated which has helped but i always find something else to distract me with. I've read the whole of Harry Potter 4 in a week!! and half of that was in one day. I hate revising. its just so boring and you dont feel like you've done anything all day.
Oh well.... better get back to revising labour productivity, how interesting!
Ok so my first exam was today- macroeconomic theory- and THANK GOD most of the stuff i'd revised was on the exam... I think i passed.
Was in a really depressed kind of mood all weekend. probably because im on my period and that i was so fed up with revision. I have been going to the gym tho! I was annoyed in the gym today cos my athsma was playing up, so i decided to just take it easy (after i'd ran a bit too much on the treadmill and felt a bit faint) It didnt make me feel any better until when i was walking home and ran & jumped into a huge puddle. I was soaked.. and i felt so happy after that. I took all my frustration out on that puddle. Talking about frustration... i haven't had sex in 6 weeks!!!!!! but i really haven't had time to notice. But i do miss tom soooo much and i wont see him for another 3 weeks too... I'm sure time will fly by though.
My exam was at 1 and i knew i hadn't done enough revision but i wasn't gonna start cramming. I suppose it went ok.....
Ive been revising properly for two days now and i look like i'm from an eighties workout video with my headband and 'sweats' on.
Revision is already getting annoying. Theres just too much of it. Hopefully i wont lose my concentration as i have done quite well. Also been going to the gym which makes a good break from revision.
Today i realised i must really love tom because even with him moaning about exams for 20 mins i still want to hear more!! Anyway, he probably got sick of me moaning last year.
Saw Vicky today. she's so organised but is still panicking about exams. The next few weeks are gonna fly by. I know ill regret saying this but i cant wait to go back to work!!
Shit i didnt phone sophie on monday after her exam. shes in spain now lucky bitch.
So far im not that stressed. oh, apart from the fact i have a spot right on the edge of my lip. owwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!
I had a really good 6 hours in the library today. (by this i mean i actuelly got a lot of work done) but when i got home to write what i had done on the computer i just get distracted by so many things. I have to finish 1,700 words by the end of tomorrow because im going home on wed as mums going up to see papa. He's really ill. I hope ill find the time to go to scotland soon. Hope he's gonna be ok.
God this essay is annoying.
I go through phases of stress. Like right now, i really dont care about finishing this essay or the fact that my first exam is in just under 2 weeks. I think ill just go to bed and sleep it off.
Fucking annoyed that the shower is still broken. This means that i have to either use a friend's shower or one at the gym.
bummer. i have no time to do this tomorrow as i will be frantically trying to finish my essay.
So yesterday I voted, attempted to do work, went to the gym and went to give blood. (but found out that i cant because i went to Mauritius) I've got one more essay to do and i really cant be bothered. Going home this weekend, gonna be a nice drive as its a really nice day. Can't wait to see tom.
Mum phoned me this morning at 2:30am!!!!!!! She thought i was watching the election. i was a bit rude to her as she woke me up. i think she just wanted to chat. but ill see her today.
xx
Ps. hope you got your essay done soph!
Its 3:00 am and just finished my 18 page 3,300 word empirical assignment. I lost half of it and my printer nearly ran out of ink. but thank fuck thats over.
Shower's broke so ill have to go to the gym tomorrow.
so tired
Went home on the weekend.
Had a successful ann summers party which earned me a tidy 120 quid. Worked on sunday night at the pub. I was quizmaster for the quiz and oh didnt i juat love the power of the mic! What fun. Sarah (sister) had some friends down from manchester so it was 3 late nights in a row. Had a good natter with soph on the phone on friday which put me in a good mood for the whole of the weekend :)
Got too much work to do now its a joke.
Laters
10:00 am
I went to a house party last night dressed as 'Miss Hawaii' and I woke up on her couch not remembering a thing.
I hope i didnt do anything too embarrassing or stupid!
Going home this weekend.