I had a really good 6 hours in the library today. (by this i mean i actuelly got a lot of work done) but when i got home to write what i had done on the computer i just get distracted by so many things. I have to finish 1,700 words by the end of tomorrow because im going home on wed as mums going up to see papa. He's really ill. I hope ill find the time to go to scotland soon. Hope he's gonna be ok. God this essay is annoying. I go through phases of stress. Like right now, i really dont care about finishing this essay or the fact that my first exam is in just under 2 weeks. I think ill just go to bed and sleep it off. Fucking annoyed that the shower is still broken. This means that i have to either use a friend's shower or one at the gym. bummer. i have no time to do this tomorrow as i will be frantically trying to finish my essay.