mikie and i have been talking alot latley and writing. he tells me how much he misses me and really wants to be with me but the distance would be horrible but i figure try it and see...well lets see....bye
i should have known things never would go my way.. we broke up already and i again am skrewed over...i liked him so much but the distance and the college wasnt going to work...but when you feel down and shit just pick yer self up right i need to find someone close to me so this wont happen again..bye
i broke up with kyle a few days ago. but for good reason i met the perfect guy. hes perfect ive never met someone so respectful and nice in my whole life i am in West Virginia right now. its fun btw thats where he lives hes 17 and great i miss you all bye
god this is the last day of skool this is so awesome! i cant believe it!last day as a sophmore this is so kewl! i prolly wont be on for a while but keep commenting Love you everyone
its the last full day of school today! i cant beleive it IM a jounior this rocks i cant wait and then senior and college! omg this is fantastic I miss you lisa! come back to me..I love you kyle
omg im gonna be stressed the rest of this week i hate exams.! and i hope i do well on them cuz if i dont ill die oh yeah and i got an award last nite kewl huh
skool is almost over and i am so sexited! i cant wait.! hopfully i can see kyle alot more this summer than now. I hope. my mom was being really nice to me yesterday so i dont knoe whether i can see him again or not! oh well i guess ill cross that bridge when i come to it...love ya kyle
ok my mom has been pissing me off beyond belief i cant stand it ne more so i need eveery one to be honest as i plead my case whos side are you on>
My side:
My mom doesnt like kyle so she is super rude to him and shit she took the phone away from me and screamed bye in his ear and she grounded me for 2 days from him. so he called back and she rudly saidHELLO? and he couldnt talk to her so he hung up. she freaked out and now she wont let me call him and he cant call or come over she said how i see him is my problem but she is so dumb. she told me she is trying to break us up because hes a no good punk ass who doeasnt respect his elders or ne one! shes a bitch but whos side are you on,...ive been with kyle for almoat 7mths now i love him more than life itself i would do ne thing for him...i cant lose him...please tell me! ;love you kyle
i feel alone like i hafta put up with stupid stuff for no reason...i beleive adults now adays have too much power and i feel so alone..there are only few people i trust now and really i can only count 2...2!! this makes me want to start up bad habits :( ...i love you kyle! more than you know
yeah my mom got a house guys...its big too...she lives a few blocks away from me now but i wont hafta worry bout her always being in my way..PLUS kyle can come over and stuff when i get the new house which is bein built within the month! im so excited ! my own room, my own bed, my own kyle in my own BED! its FAN FRICKEN TASTIC!!!! SEND A COMMENT!!! oh love you kyle
OMG MY MOM IS SUCHA FUCKING BITCH! she fricken grounded me from the phone and i cant talk to kyle or some hit its so fuckin gay@!! i cant believe this;.i mean yeah people can be fucking bitches but GOD DAMN! she is bitch and a half..IF I CANT SEE FUCKING KYLE THIS WEEKEND I WILL FLIP OUT!!!!this pushes me right off the deep end/// Fuck her i hope u die! bitch! i love u kyle
omg i went to kyles sunday and my mom talked to kyles rents and told them to not let us alone 2gether or upstairs well..YEAH i was on the couch with him and Bad finger and hand and everything happened! and his mom was sitting right there! then we went outside and had sex in the shed...it was fantastic i waited 52 days! love ya kyle!!! no one can stop the love!
yeah i might go to kyles house on sunday and its friday which means its almost time...god i need to get laid so bad...its so horrible...yeah i wish i could see him now...our 7mth anniversary is saturday! im so excited!
yes!! kyle kicked some major ass yesterday..i guess some jocky asshole was standing in the way of his locker and he pushed through him and the guy freak out and chased him down the hallway screaming "hit me hit me" and this guy swung at kyle and then he beat this kids ASS!!!! go kyle go kyle its yer birthday!! lmao yeah im proud of hi...he shouldnt take shit from peopl ne more...its bullshit how people treat him...that kid is lucky i dont go to their skool cuz id be up in their wipin some ass!!! hell yea!! WELL G2G love u baby
WHOO HOO!! im so fricken excited i won the miss st helen pagent....im so proud of myself...i need to ask my bf if hes ever fucked a beauty queen! cuz hes gonna lol....yeah but it is cool as hell...well g2g..luv ya kyle!!
Yeah im kinda excited for Miss St Helen 2morrow...i get my hair done and shit like that im excited...i cant wait to sing...i feel most confident singing....well everyone wish me luck and i love u all!!!!! i love u too kyle!
OMG!!! i had like a revelation....i knew i loved kyle soo much but like last nite i realized that i love him more than i thought and that if i EVER! had any doubht in my mind that i didnt love him like i said i would know that i love him more than life itself!!!
I knew i loved him but last nite i realized that i couldnt live w/o him right now!!! i love u baby!
Bad stuff happend last nite i guess. Kyles sister and her fiance got in a car(big ass truck) accident. I guess some kid tryed to commit suicide in front of his truck and we dont know if hes ok...i feel so bad..its depressing actually...yeah i had miss st helen stuff to do too...yeah its alot of fun,...even if i dont win ill be ok...i dont care that much about winning...i wanna have fun...god i miss kyle maybe i can see him on sunday if my mom says its ok...his ma said yea....yeah i hope...love u kyle baby
yeah i got to see kyle for breif moments on Saturday....it was a make-out and run kinda thing....yeah...i was at a friends house and he and his friends came looking for me....yeah...so he showed up and i got to hold him in my arms which i had wanted to do for a lond time....i love u babe
god this is the worst feeling...kyle is acting very weird lately...the same way he acted when he wanted to break up with me the one time...i dont know...he never wants to talk he is never happy...he lies to me...i dont know what to do...i cant stand this..it makes me mad....o well ill figure it out!!