by kyleschick22
Life seems to have lost meaning latley...i sometimes dont see the point ne more...ive been trotting knee deep in shit from my family and i feel lost..i feel hopless and confused and i dont knoe what to think...There is one thing keeping my head above water and that is my boyfriend...i knoe that doesnt seem fair to my best friends but sometimes they dont make me feel as good as he does...i have wanted to drag my wrist across that blade more than once,,,,and everytime i do i feel guilty cuz of kyle..think of it as if kyle wasnt here id be dead...hes the 1 reason i try to deal..and for all u people that think im crazy..u should try to live with the shit i do...and to all my friends dont feel sad for me saying this cuz i still love u...kyle just gives me...so much hope...and one of these days i feel his hope wont be enuf to save me...hes the 1 reason....
Lara
-justin main
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