I'm writing these following entries in dedication to every girl out there. It's an inevitable experience in everyone's life to experience the pain of having your heart broken, and the tragedy of it the first time it happens. I'm writing this, mainly to my little sisters: Madison, Kaelyn, and Emma.. may they have more luck than I have so far, and may they realize that pain is only temporary-- regaurdless of how traumatic it seems. But most importantly, I'm dedicating this to the reason I'm writing this today: Mike. I hope through writing this, I can gain some sort of self discovery, as well as hope and strength to move forward. If that's what I'm supposed to do, I'm never too sure. Mainly, because I've lived by the Dawson's Creek quote: if there's just one piece of advice i can give you, it's this - when there's something you really want, fight for it, don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems. and when you've lost hope, ask yourself if 10 years from now, you're gonna wish you gave it just one more shot. because the best things in life, they don't come free