With every breath I wish your body will be broken again Bury me standing under your window with the cinder block in hand Yeah cause no one will ever feel like this again And if I could move I'm sure it would only be to crawl back to you I must have dragged my guts a block...they were gone by the time we (talked)... I want to hate you half as much as I hate myself But you know that I could crush you with my voice Stood on my roof and tried to see you forgetting about me Hide the details I don't want to know a thing I hate the way you say my name like it's something secret My pen is the barrel of the gun. Remind me which side you should be on. I wish that I was as invisible as you make me feel. I'm all ears and I'm all scars to hear you tell me "Boy's like you try so hard to not look desperate." I'm hanging on. But I still know the way to make your makeup run When it all goes to hell will you be able to tell me you're sorry with a straight face