Long Time No Talk. I haven't been on this for a long time. I don't even know if the same people still use this but i decided to actually go into it and write so, here i am. Life's been really hectic. Especially with my mom not getting her life together. It really scares me when she doesn't even know where she's gonna live next week and even if she has a place to go. I don't want me brother and sister being punished for her stupidity. But it's happend all of their life and mine so they're probably used to it. But it's nothing that any child should have to get used to. A stable life and environment is part of growning up and moving around so much and seeing the stuff that they've been seeing isn't anything that a kid should be around. But that's what you get when a person who doesn't really think about anybody else but themselves has kids and then they get to see everything that she does. Oh god, she's put them through so much shit. I even told my aunt that i would move back there just to take care of them and make sure they're okay. But i've been told so many times that that's not my responsibility. I guess i'm just used to it since that's the way that i grew up, taking care of them since i was 9. I would do anything for them to have a decent life where they don't have to put up with what they're going through right now. If i was 18 i would adopt them. I wouldn't care about school for me, i'd make sure that they were going to school, getting a good education, and making the best of their life. I just wish that's what i could do right now. My hands are tied. I don't know what to do!!