deep through eyes pools of crumbling walls open arms closed You Fucking Mistake inside me swolen and scared in lonly solitude drunkin in anger passed out cold mother not what you invisioned I could watch her die on the floor where she lost her mind save her life... live another day? only to do it all over again why can't I let her die? drown in her own vomit! not what you invisioned roll her over ease her drunken mind alone on the couch to watch my sick mess of a mother slowly die or live can't pray for either both would be selfish 7:53 not even night cemented in the house forced to watch her fade while I drown in tear so i guess its not what you invisioned