theres a blizerd inside and I'm going under i wonder if I sleep tonight will it all be gone in the morning will the snow leave will it want me back slowly shuting down why do I have to laern my lession twice before I learn them fully its only a drug it has no emoition no feelings at all but it still gains control its not even living yet I love it so its not even alive and it owns me but I pay for it I need to change the weather to clear sunny skys