i enjoy the way i feel
no matter what way it is.
i enjoy the twisted feelings in my stomach
the smile on my face
the way my hearts beats in perfect rhythm
i enjoy getting bugged.
getting pushed around.
and being forced to defend myself.
it makes me feel alive.
a way many people don't live.
i wish to have happiness.
i wish to be left alone.
i wish to hear no more lies.
and make no more promises.
they'll all be broken.