i don't know why exactly, but i'm not really feeling to well. Like physically i feel great, but emotionaly i feel like shit. I've sort of been hurting for the past week or so. i get confused easily and then i sit up at night trying to figure out the problem so it makes a bit of sense. it doesn't work, i just get tired and overwhelmed and i usually end up in tears about it. see, there was this guy, and we had something great... we weren't a couple or anything but you could tell we wanted one another... and then he's stoped talking to me and i don't know if i even did anything wrong. and my friend was talking to him about me and my friend was like "i thought you two had something?" and the butt-face was all "meh, it was months ago" and my friend said "but i think she's hurt because you haven't said why or anything." and butt-face was all "I don't get why she isn't over it!" and then just stopped talking to my friend... He's an asshole that way and i knew it from the begining but i thought there was more to him than his macho outside and his i don't give a fuck. <3