its killing me. its killing me to watch you try to climb the walls that i built when i needed you and you werent there. the walls with the shards of glass, and the poison words, and my barbed wire thoughts of just fucking leave me alone, i dont need anyone anymore. go away, you stupid bastard. and the grafiti of my thoughts, and the grafiti and little chinks hit out by those who tried to get past them (the walls) and its killing me to watch you kill yourself trying to get me to open up. but i dont need you. i dont need anyone at all. and i like it that way. so shut the fuck up and just leave me alone. this is breaking my heart, i think