fuck the last entry except for the awesome comments from sarah. i do miss him. kelsey tells me, that i shoudl tell him how i feel. actually, her words were a bit dramatic. NATHAN IM IN LOVE WITH YOU AND I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH GOD I MISS YOU or somethingother. i cant do that. maybe, someday, ill get up the courage to tell him that i miss him. maybe. but then, whats the use. he obviously doesnt miss me. might as well get over him. courtney is trying out for modeling. she seems to be getting more and more concerned with looks. oh well? i can't change her personality. i just hope she doesn't make bad decisions in the future...