who knows..i mean honestly-how long can one person be lost and confused for???i think that im gonna drop the bitchin since no one listens anyway and ill learn to cope with this pain and be hard as a stone-nothing is gonna get to me anymore.i am in control of my attitude and my mood and feelings therefore i choose to forget all this terrible shit that has almost ruined my wonderful relationship-i love him and i dont wanna throw it all away-we've alerady come this far...so if you people wanna ignore me-you do that b/c i know my family is here for me and there are plenty of people who are willing to listen... my LOVE goes to george shencazitz, dann marucci, tasia wentzell, erica smith, and my family and greg! i couldnt have done it without your undying love and devotion-u guyys are THE BEST...best friends forever and ever. people rread my shit and theyre like:ok w/e...but u all read it and knew i needed help. thanks for listening to my bitchin-dann and tas-SORRY....lol... but seriously--thanks guys... im outttttt.....