I want to know what is going on with all of this? What is your intentions and why r u talking to me??????? WHY?????? You wanted to leave me be and you hurt me......I want more than just being two-faced...A hug is all i ask.....

This weekend was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant wait to see how ST. Patricks day turns out, if ya reading this you definitely know what I mean just like a box of condoms.....lmao well talk to you later journal!!

I lost her didnt I God and there is nothing I can do. My fault and i will accept that, but dont let it ruin this good thing that is happening to me right now. Meggie is great and so sweet. I want her to know me better but i need time for myself. Cant wait to go to florida though haha im so gonna jump in a car and go driving to who knows where i dont care just for the hell of it!!!! Well nice talking to you God I know you are always listening and watching over me thank you..

If you want to know what I mean by my last entry you can either ask me on myspace or facebook if you can: myspace.com/jrodski13 or find me on facebook If not being afraid to ask me then show some heart and let me know who is asking? And I might let you know......I might!!!!!!!!!

Well nothing much to say except i lost her im moving on great things are coming my way i will always love her and well.........anyways my goals in life are what im focused on like school and work. My family and I well need improvement but we arent perfect but we have each other. Mardi Gras this week coming up and my friend crystal comes in town. yess!!!!!!! I miss her she used to talk to me and and just be there for me, well i cant wait to see her so much to say and so much to do, but i still cant help but want to ask kmart one question..........

You know things happen but you know we have to look towards the future as well as the present in order to find our happiness with the one we love.