I lost her didnt I God and there is nothing I can do. My fault and i will accept that, but dont let it ruin this good thing that is happening to me right now. Meggie is great and so sweet. I want her to know me better but i need time for myself. Cant wait to go to florida though haha im so gonna jump in a car and go driving to who knows where i dont care just for the hell of it!!!! Well nice talking to you God I know you are always listening and watching over me thank you..