Today school was fucking fun. We even had a cookout outside w/ Meg's George Forman. And then after school I went out w/ Pat and shit was cool but then my dad gets home and tells me my mom called the school to find out if I was in detention today and they said there wasn't any. I was caught. I'm in so much fucking trouble and I'm so frustrated because no shit I'm gonna go out. I've been grounded for like 2 months. I'm fucking 16 years old. I know for a fact my fucking parents did this when they were my age. Everyone's fucking done it. I can't take my house anymore. My mom never shuts the fuck up about how often I fuck up and about how I messed up so many times and she never misses a chance to draw out that I don't have the perfect body like her. And on top of it all a person I considered a really good friend is moving in a few weeks or months or whatever and he doesn't seem to give a shit that he's leaving. He brings it up in every conversation though and it drives me fucking insane. Pending what my parents decide to do to ground me further, I may not get to spend any time with him before he moves. And that kills me. I havn't been this fucking depressed in a long time and I hate it.