yeaa.. im bored.. last night was pretty fun.. i went to that reception with kristin.. it was fun. i loved the food.. hehe there was a chocolate fountain!! now thats not something you see everyday. haha. but yeaa.. and there were soo many old couples there.. and everytime i saw a couple i thought about him. i honestly have never liked or cared about someone this much before. he means everything to me. just why can`t i just have him? uggh.. well i`ll get to see him tomorrow because today is the last day of my spring break. it was pretty fun. maybe today i`ll go outside and layout with kristin because its sunny & hopefully dad will let me drive today.. but yea.. well here is one poem that i wrote about him.. it doesnt rhyme or anything. haha but yea.. i know its not too great..but yeaa.. here goes:
do you care still care about me?
i know i loved you more than anyone else.
i was there when you needed me
& you were there when i needed you.
do you realize what we had?
i know it was more than a friendship.
i know you felt the same way about me,
but you chose to keep it to yourself
because of who i am.
you care about what they think
& not how we feel about each other.
how foolish of you.
& i would willingly give my life for you
i love you from the bottom of my heart
you selfish bastard..
why must you only think about yourself?
i love you
yea yea.. that was it.. pretty corny.. i know.. but whatever. well i`ll update later
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