well yeah i'm just updating so that Scott doesn't delete this diary...cuz i got a lot of entries on this thing! it CAN'T be deleted anyways...i hope ya'll saw that i'm at Tuneofurdeath now...soooo check me out there... bye! ♥ xoxo Bri

hey...umm i made a new diary...cuz i wanted to change my diary name. so this is half of my life...go to the other new half at tuneofurdeath HAVE FUN!! x-x-x-brI-x-x-x

ugh! well yesterday while at wal*mart me and chelsea were looking at costumes. we found these really cool fairy costumes. well i said to my mom "i could wear this to the halloween ball" ok well then she said "oh that's been cancled" UGH!!!!!!! I WAS SOOO LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT B/C IT WAS GOING TO TAKE PLACE AT A HAUNTED HOUSE AND DO YOU KNOW HOW AWESOME THAT'D BE FOR ME????!!!!! UGH! there were gonna be pshycics for u to geta reading, magicians, food, things to buy, and costume contests which i was going to enter into it cuz i wanted a gift certificate for hot topic!!! :-( it was going to be so much fun... but then last nite chelsea told my mom that she was going to charleston for halloween and her, her mom, her mom's friend, and her mom's friend's son were going to go on a haunted walking tour. so my mom didn't say no....she didn't say anything....so i guess that means she's thinking about it!!!! so last nite chelsea was all freakin' out about it cuz she really wants me to meet cory...so i can't wait...for my mom to get me an answer! so last nite me and her watched a walk to remember, wedding date, and princess diaries...daaang, i didn't know we watched 3 movies..lol...but we were in the mood for a good romance/comedy. ok well i'll update later cuz it's only 10:03 in the morning...i just felt like updating. ok well byez... x-x-x-brI-x-x-x

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Briana Birthday: 7-9-91 Birthplace: Orlando, FL!! Current Location: My room Eye Color: green/gray ::hazel:: Hair Color: dirty blonde Height: 5'4 ::last time i checked:: Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: umm...dunno...lol The Shoes You Wore Today: converses...duh Your Weakness: getting called names Your Fears: really deep water...getting sick ::the eww type:: Your Perfect Pizza: EXTRA cheese and pepperoni Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: good grades and geta boyfriend Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: i'm bored Thoughts First Waking Up: "i wanna go bak to bed...but ugh i have school!" Your Best Physical Feature: my friend says my smile Your Bedtime: dont have one...but usually it's between 10-12 ::that's on school nites now!...lol:: Your Most Missed Memory: when chelsea lived in my neighborhood...UGH Pepsi or Coke: umm, pepsi i guess...but i PREFER dr. pepper! MacDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds Single or Group Dates: both Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: oh both! yum yum Do you Smoke: no Do you Swear: only sometimes...but that sometimes is like never Do you Sing: duh, i'm doing it rite now..."NEVER COMING HOME NEVER COMING HOME, COULD I?! SHOULD I?! AND ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU NEVER EVER TOLD ME, AND ALL THE SMILES THAT ARE NEVER GONNA HAUNT ME...." Do you Shower Daily: yes Have you Been in Love: no Do you want to go to College: idk yet Do you want to get Married: yes Do you believe in yourself: idk Do you get Motion Sickness: no Do you think you are Attractive: some wut....but not really Are you a Health Freak: well...no... Do you get along with your Parents: yep Do you like Thunderstorms: oh yeah! except for when i'm home alone... Do you play an Instrument: no In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: no In the past month have you Smoked: no In the past month have you been on Drugs: no In the past month have you gone on a Date: no In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yep In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: no In the past month have you eaten Sushi: no In the past month have you been on Stage: no In the past month have you been Dumped: no In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no In the past month have you Stolen Anything: no Ever been Drunk: no Ever been called a Tease: no Ever been Beaten up: no Ever Shoplifted: no How do you want to Die: umm...in my sleep What do you want to be when you Grow Up: ghost hunter or tornado chaser!! me and my friend are in for the action!! What country would you most like to Visit: italy?? idk...lol In a Boy/girl.. Favourite Eye Color: green...blue Favourite Hair Color: brown...LONG Short or Long Hair: lol i just said it...LONG...well not girl long but yeah...shaggy i guess is wut i'm trying to say Height: 5'4 - 5'7' Weight: skinny Best Clothing Style: Rocker! Number of Drugs I have taken: none Number of CDs I own: haha...gimme like a week to count them all Number of Piercings: 4 Number of Tattoos: none...maybe one in the future :-D Number of things in my Past I Regret: a lot...but i can't think of any rite now...

hey! well yesterday while my mom was out chelsea came over after i was done with some chores. my mom came home with some burger king...then i called sam and told her we'd be up at her house after we were done eatin'...so we ate, blah blah...went up and yeah. i brought up my tape for us to watch, WOOP WOOP!! also i had to burn a copy of sweet revenge for one of sam's cousins. also i brought up our traveling pants cuz it was sam's turn. we're gonna officially start that thing on monday. ok so the video was once again...awesomeness!!! then we danced like CRAP!!! all hot and sweaty and having fun!! then we went down for water....bak up and we watched rurouni kenshin the last episode. we didn't get to finish it cuz we all got hyper sometime in the end so we turned that off, cranked the music and danced! but then my mom called and said she was gonna come pick us up...it was like 10:00...lol. so then we went home, ate some cake....then went upstairs and got ready to watch fever pitch. it was really good!! i loved it :-) so now it's morning. we just got bak from eatin' some breakfast ::waffles::...and now we're just updating and listening to mcr. ::THE CYNARDS YOU DRANK!:: soooo yeeaaahh....lol, ok well i'll update this entry later...idk wut we're doing today but yeah....well byez!! x-x-x-brI-x-x-x

hey...well today started out ok i guess. i had a hard time gettin' up as usual...but i didn't sleep on the bus. umm, so today was pic. day...i wore my 'mcr converses', mcr shirt, and my fav. jeans. i really don't care if i looked bad cuz i'm not buying a yearbook/pics anyways. my time to go was 3:20...and i'm glad there was one other girl in my class besides me that had that time. ok so mainly wut ruined my day ::why i'm depressed:: was the bus on the way home. me and sam entered the bus....sam sat down and yet again frankie went to sit with her. us 3 were wrestling...i was pushing frankie away and out of the seat....but UGH....ok then when he gave up he's like 'are ya'll lesbians?' UGH UGH UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS FUCKIN' PISSING ME OFF SOO MUCH, HE'S A FLIPPIN' KID STILL THAT JUST MAKES UP STUPID SHIT LIKE THAT...JUST LIKE HOW IT WAS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL....SO THIS JUST IDK...it makes me not want to sit with samana cuz i do not like him calling us that....i really don't. so sam...umm, do u mind if we just sit in seperate seats for a while?? cuz he'd stop...and i would love that more than ANYTHING...i really hate this...! i never worried about the bus cuz i thought that maybe he'd grown out of that stage...well i guess not...and it makes me wanna just bawl on the bus! also dwayne is there calling me retarded ::he's ANOTHER idiotic neighbor of mine:: but he actually means it when he says it....cuz he handed me a phone and somebody was on the other line and he's like 'it's for you' and i said 'too bad...' and he's like 'what? ur retarded!' so he kept handing me the phone i don't want it! GOD DAMNIT PPL JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PLEEAAASEEE!!!!!!!! :'( i'm like crying rite now...I HATE FRANKIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna tell my mom about it but she'd go tell his mom and then he'd just call me a tattle tale or something stupid like that....again, i can't wait till he's a couple thousand miles away from me. and to make matters worse my mom is making me do chores while she's out and while i'm depressed....oh and chelsea couldn't ride up with us but i wish she DID cuz then she sooo would've told frankie off, that's wut chelsea is good for :-) ....she's really good with words and stuff and combats. but nooo! her dad had to say no to riding on our bus. :-( so she's just gonna come over later on i guess.... so that's my shitty day....it was going JUST fine but frankie had to ruin it....well bye... x-x-x-brI-x-x-x

hey! uhh, another boring day. for the first time i like fell asleep on the bus and kristin had to wake me up cuz we arrived at school. i was soooo tired. umm, had science...a test today...there were like 80 ?'s on it, ugh! but that's a better chance for me to do good on it, so then again, yay! me and this dude, tim pope, studied together before it so i guess i did pretty well...i hope so. uhh, all during strat. for success we had to take another MAP testing, this was for reading. i made like a 232 or something. i basically just closed my eyes, clicked, and whatever answer i clicked was my answer...lol. cuz most of that crap i was like 'huh??'...so yeah so that was basically all at school. i just did all my homework...i had a LOT of math, a geog. project (another article), and a ela worksheet, but that one only took me like 10 min. and i always feel good after doin' my hw if i fell i did it rite and yeah. now i don't have to do my math on the bus in the morning, that sux too sometimes if i leave it to do it then cuz i am TIRED on the bus! me and sam both fall asleep. sam always has her mouth wide open...lol so rite now my mom is out at ginger's cuz it's chuck's b-day...she baked him a cake. hope she brings me home a piece! noah is buggin' the shit-tock outa me cuz he won't get to bed until mom gets home...god dang he's too clingy. he keeps goin' to the bathroom...like he just did rite now, again. ugh! no wait, that was graham...nvm. lol. so un me and chelsea are tryin' to make plans for her to come home on the bus w/ me and sam, we get off sam's bus stop and have our usual 'mcr party'!!! i love them, they're soo fun!! cuz we jump, jump, jump, fall, band head, scream, laugh, run, and all that crazy stuff. oh i like jump in the air, fold my legs and land on the bottom part of my legs...hard to explain...but when i do the music pauses then plays, it's hilarious! and her mom doesn't care cuz guess wut...she's never home on friday's when i come over...only araj! so WOOP WOOP!! ok plans...umm, chelsea spends the nite...we watch fever pitch cuz we rented it from the blockbuster mailing thingy merbob, and then maybe the next day she go w/ me and my fam. to see the corpsus bride...i wanna see that so bad! plus i LOVE johnny depp's voice, so that'll we awesome! i hope my mom says yes...! ok well nuttin' else to really talk about...so yeah...byez, lyl! x-x-x-brI-x-x-x

hey! uhh, boring day...again...man i need a guy in my life or SOMETHING...my days are just too boring! lol so in math i took a quiz. i hope that brings up my 74...umm, took a test in ela, did ok i guess...uhh mr. green was having a really good day today! he lost his little pointer thingy and when he couldn't find it he started acting like a whining kid and screamed out 'i want my pointer!!' LOL!! it was hilarious. amber drew me this picture that says 'ghost of you by: MCR' :-D she used my 2 purple markers...so then i drew her one, with the same colors, that said 'remedy by: seether' hehe...then mr. green was like 'and we need to pay attention, rite briana?!' cuz i was drawing, lol...whooops! lunch...nothing. in computer we got to get with our 4 o'clock partners...and mine was zac! so like the whole class was in this one corner of the room doin' our worksheets together for like 50 min...it was fun! some girl was shootin' zac in the neck with some rubber bands...and they left big marks on his neck...ooww! umm, so yeah...basically that's my day. oh i just found a code for the ghost of you music video...so i put that up on my myspace!! if u wanna check it out go to www.myspace.com/lifeisdream4dead ...and yeah... that's all for now....oh wait, nvm. I'M PISSED AGAIN!! ok mcr is having this little concert in orlando FL at the house of blues on october 11th...well my mom said i could go if it was like a saturday...well D*MN IT!! IT'S A FLIPPIN' TUESDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT WOULD'VE BEEN THE PERFECT CHANCE TOO!!!!! UGH, CUZ I WANT A SMALL CONCERT...NOT ONE WHERE YOU HAVE 10,000 PPL...MAYBE LIKE 300 OR SOMETHING...ERR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THAT SUX BUTT DUDE!!!!!! :'( *SIGH* well byez... x-x-x-brI-x-x-x

hey! last nite i was looking around for fonts...and i found the MCR font!!!!!!!!! it's now for my diary *u can't see it unless u downloaded it* and i'm using it for sam...also sam downloaded it. i'm so happy!! it's called Mom's Typerwriter if u want it. :-) so umm, today was blah. i swear i am gonna strangle frankie!! he's pissin' me off really really bad!! yesterday he made one of his friends sit w/ sam when she sat down so i had to sit w/ somebody else. then today he agrevated us in the hallway on our way to geography...then today on the bus there was no seat free sit for me and sam to sit in so he was like 'you can't sit w/ samana today!' but kristin let us both get in w/ her. and then he's like 'oh 3 girls sitting together' EEEERRRR!!!!!!! it's JUST how it was in middle school again!! and i hate it!! thankgod he's moving sometime next year to either hawaii, japan, or italy...i think. YES!!!!!!!! HE'LL BE SO FAR AWAY FROM ME!!! :-D....but for now i'm stuck w/ him, ugh!! *sigh* only class i'm gonna tell u about today is strat. 4 success. today we had our activity day!! THOSE DAYS ARE SO FUN! we do some type of activity that includes working together. so today we split up into 2 groups. each group had to get in a circle and stick out both their index fingers. then he'd come and place a hoola hoop on all our fingers. the objective was to lower the hulla hoop to the ground...i know it sounds simple but it was HARD, it kept going up instead of down. so that's why they named the game helium hoop. nobody got it! so the second activity was to all hold hands in a circle and there would be one opening and the two ppl beside that opening held that stupid hulla hoop. everybody had to go thru that hulla hoop without talking or touching the hoop and still holding hands. it was easier... so yeah, basically all that happened today w/ me. blah, so yeah, byez, lyl! x-x-x-brI-x-x-x

hey! today was different. umm, well it was soo hard for me to get outa bed first off...but isn't it always?! lol. umm i had to do my math hw on the bus, err! and i didn't do 7 problems but my teacher is blind so she didn't notice that. we do alot of stuff with calculators and i'm so bad w/ them so i'm always having to ask this guy that sits behind me for help and he helps. ok so in english we went outside to play red rover for this review on a book we're reading called stargirl. she would ask a person a question based on the book, and if they got it rite then the person that answered had to call someone over from the other team. when it got to me to ask a question i got it rite and i called this dude over cuz everybody was telling me to so yeah, lol. and he just about broke my wrist, it hurts typing rite now, well not hurt but it's just kinda stiff and i can't close my hand...hard to explain. so i didn't get called over from the other team till like the end of the game. i really didn't want to go cuz i hate playing games, i always embarrasse (however you spell that) myself. so everybody was telling me where to go so i ran and i wasn't able to brake thru so i kinda fell to the ground. my bottom lip hit their hands and i just fell straight on my bak and kinda slid. OW! it was fun tho and everybody was like 'are you okay??' and laughing at me, lol. i wish i could see that on video...lol! in geog. i made a 85 on the latin america test...purty good. then we started on learning the countries in europe. me, sam, and amber were just DRUNK while reviewing for the test before we took it. he always gives us like 10-15 min. to study w/ a partner which is good cuz it always helps me. umm, so yeah...we were just a giggle bunch. and the dude that sits infront of me wasn't there so i was able to scoot up and sit behind sam. lunch nuttin' happened that i can remember. computer we took a test and yeah. ok yeah, boring day. only thing exciting was the red rover. oh and in enlish me and my group had to present our little thingies we had to research. teacher seemed pleased with that. *i'm not of-fuckin'-kay!!* lol...lOvE my chEmIcAl rOmAncE!! *i never said i'd lie and wait forever, if i died we'd be together, i can't always just forget her, but she could try! at the end of the world, or the last thing i see, u are never coming home, never coming home, could i? should i? and all things that you never ever told me, and all the smiles that are ever, ever, ever....* YAY! i have seen that music video like 20 times already...LOVE IT! saturday i watched my video like 3, yesterday watched it 2...now bak to school days where i can *if i'm lucky* watch it once :-( I SUFFER! oh and i feel bad...my dad downloaded the whole 1st album and burnt it onto a cd for me and i had to tell him, "umm, i already have it"...:-( i know he did that cuz he knows i love them so much and he just wanted to make me happy, poo...i feel horrible. well that's it, byez! x-x-x-brI-x-x-x p.s. i love my new header pic.!! i video taped my tape that i have that vma performance on and yeah. that's my FAVORITE pose of his, it's so sexy and it's just cute cuz the helena girl is there and she's walking towards him. I LOVE IT!! ~~~later~~~ my mom is mean! i told her wut happened to me w/ the red rover thing and she just totally laughed at me! then afterwards she said 'you're such a geek'...well thankyou! lol, even tho it was mean i was laughing along cuz it WAS funny! oh and nobody has left me any comments on my icons entry...it's like 2 entries down so check the icons out pweeze!

hey!! sam is over rite now...and yeah. she brought down those brownies for us to celebrate mikey's b-day. i'm still waitin' for din din to get done w/ so i can eat it for desert...yum! so we're gonna have to do the documentary next weekend cuz we don't have any "alive" video recorders...so yeah... ok so we just watched my tape like 2 times downstairs. during the whole thing we were making fun of mikey...like i made up the thing where mikey would be practicing his guitar and got a little outa control and accidentally ran his head into the wall and it went all the way thru. then like frank would be outside doin' somin and see a head come thru the wall and he's say 'what the fuck??' and gerard would be on the couch dying and saying 'good going mikey! that's the 3rd wall this week!!' LOL!!! and then ray be like 'god damnit mikey, i'm broke! we can't afford yet ANOTHER wall!' LOL!!! and ok we make fun of them alot, but it only means we love them to death!! :-D oh and just now i made up ray gettin' his hair stuck in a revolving door...HAHAHA!!!! then i see mikey trying to pull it bak but slip. LOL!! haha!! i can see all this clearly!!! ok so yeah. we're totally weird. nothing else to say...so just leave a comment on our little make-up 'stupid mcr' moments...lol. byez, lyl! x-x-x-brI-x-x-x p.s. i wonder if they have wall insurance!! LOL ~~~later~~~ hey...well sam left and i ate my din din (spagetti) and then afterwards ate my brownie, yum. so i found 2 candles and put put one on our brownies, lit it, and sung happy birthday to mikey. we weren't gonna eat that brownie until we celebrated. so yeah...*so give me all ur poison, and give me all ur pills* ok well byez...i got math hw to do, ugh!

for all you MCR fans out there....here are some mcr icons. i'm just bored as crap today...lol. oh and i also have an icon diary called icons4u so check that out. ok well yeah, here are the sexy mcr *gerard* icons! and yeah, that's it! i didn't put those in my icon diary cuz i figured ppl would get annoyed by so many mcr icons...lol! so yeah, leave a comment, byez! x-x-x-brI-x-x-x

hey! just felt like writin' an entry. it's like 11:35 and i woke up at like 10:30. rite now i'm eatin' a piece of beef jerky...i was downstairs and for some reason i all of a sudden remembered that i still have a piece left in my drawer from when my mom gave me some like 2 weeks ago...lol! yeah...weird! i'm waitin' for my mom to take HER shower so i can take mine...*jepardy song*...so me and sam's plans today are she comes down and we tape ourselves saying happy b-day to mikey and just being stupid...lol. idk if we'll ever send it to them tho...it'd be a belated happy b-day to him if we ever did. oh well. so she saved like 2 brownies and we'll raise those up and say 'happy b-day mikey!!' or somin like that. and i want to say sry if i talk about mcr too much...it's just when something makes me really happy, i can't stop talking about it. and mcr makes me SOOO happy, so yeah, plz just bare with me. i was just thinking last nite before i fell asleep that if i ever meet him, i'll have sam take a pic. of me with him!!!!!!! THAT WILL BE AWESOME! cuz i'll make many copies and just plaster it on my door and walls...and it'll be my desktop for my computer...lol. yumm...beef jerky :-) lol... *came a time, when every star fall brought u to tears again, we are, the very hurt you sold, and wut's the worst you take, from every heart you break, and like the blade you stain, well i've been holding on tonight...what's the worst that i could say, things are better if i stay, so long and goodnite, so long and goodnite!* the songs that i listen to more on the track on the bus and stuff is cemetery drive, thank you for the venom, and you know what they do to guys like us in prison. the one i least listen to is it's not a fasion statement, it's a deathwish...idk why either. and i can't even remember how it goes when i'm not listening to it...i guess it's one of those songs i just zone out on when i hear it. i'm like that....like in movies during fight scenes, i literally just zone out...i can't keep up w/ them...i mean i watch it, but i'm not seeing it...if u even understood that...! lol ok well i'm probably boring you like crap so bye bye! lyl! x-x-x-brI-x-x-x p.s. beef jerky piece is all gone! :'(

hey!! all day i was at sam's house...no lie. well i was there from 1:00-8:00...cuz i didn't wanna go out places w/ my family. so ok, i swear to god we were the most stupid today...here are a few things we did...ok we were eatin' some twisters cheez-its...i found on that looked really really weird! so we ran upstairs, placed it on her bed, and laughed at it!!! yeah i know, wtf rite? lol...oh and i am like starting to cuss...today i've said shit alot...ALOT...and also damn and fuck...lol...yeah mcr just brings out my inner, stupid self...i'm more happy w/ my self and yeah...they're my therapy. they even said that themselves..."the band is our own therapy and therapy for all our fans"...i can't explain how they make me feel...nobody will ever understand except sam cuz we both feel the same way. :-) ok so also we got some tissue boxes...2 of them...then got a cd case...we used the tissue boxes to hit the cd case bak and forth...and we call it FLOOR HOCKEY! how fun!! also we were throwing tissue paper at the clock...and it's a LOOOOONG story why we were so just nvm that...lol oh and we watched my BEAUTIFUL mcr tape 2 and a half times. the half time because i had to go before it was over...so i came home and watched the rest. I WANT A VCR IN MY ROOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...AND ONLY SO I CAN WATCH MY TAPE, LOL....also i want cable!!!!! hmm, maybe i'll ask for that for christmas, hehe! oh and i'm pissed! my dad is making me buy my stupid minutes for my phone cuz i have to buy some more by like the 13th....so that just made me so mad last nite that i cried myself to sleep, i cried cuz i'm scared that spending my money i won't have any for a concert...whenever that is....cuz i don't have my dog walking job anymore or anything! :-( so i'm just scared... oh and i need to change my background wallpaper...cuz it's OLD OLD OLD! i figured it out cuz i don't see bob in there, instead i see the old drummer-matt. so yeah...need to change it! but i can't cuz my computer doesn't upload big pics...so i gotta wait till chelsea gets on and does it. well that's all i guess....oh oh oh!! i gotta sing somin' even tho he won't see it but oh well ~happy birthday to you~ ~happy birthday to you~ ~happy birthday dear mikey!!~ ~HAPPY BIRTHDAY...TO YOU!!~ today is mikey's 25th birthday!! he's gerard's brother incase u didn't know!! :-) hehe, ok well byez, lyl! *and mcr* x-x-x-brI-x-x-x ~~~later~~~ sam changed my background for me!! tell me if u like my new diary look! byez!

hey! i'm so happy it's friday, finally i got all those projects outa the way....only thing i really have left is to present something for english but that's in like a group of people....and also a bookreport but that's easy too. got my interum for science (84) and my interum for s4s (94)....purty good. in w. geog. today we got to be w/ partners for something. so me and sam partnered up of course and she told me something that she read on the computer that gerard and mcr had said. he said that if anybody ever needs someone to talk to, they're there for them....I'M LIKE OMG, AND I STARTED TEARING UP IN CLASS....GOD DANG THAT IS SO SWEET!! I LOVE THAT!! that really makes me wanna meet them so bad and just give gerard a big hug. but they love their fans so much and aaahhh it's awesome and so....cool! so i'm gonna go to her house while my mom is at wal*mart and she's gonna let me read that and i swear i will cry....and also we wanna watch hard rock live, :-D...and i really wanted to go up w/ sam to see my g-ma's house...they already are putting on the roof!! but my mom said no cuz she doesn't like me walking around when she's out, ugh!! oh well...i mostly wanna watch hard rock live and read some interviews. :-D this is me and sam's 'mcr party day'...lol. oh yeah, i presented my science project today to the class. i HATE presenting things, i just hate being the center of attention!! i'd rather nobody notice me than be up infront of the class w/ everybody looking at me. but it was easier cuz mindy was up w/ me to hold my poster for me...every poster person had some helper. so i guess it was ok. hmm, i was just thinkin' about this. i think my wallpaper is an old pic. cuz bob looks really thin and young and gerard's hair is longer than it is now (cut) so that must've been way before he had his long hair like in helena. hmm...oh well....ok well byez, lyl! x-x-x-brI-x-x-x

omg!! ok well first i thought my day was gonna just plain out suck cuz i got my interum for math and i have a 74!! AAAHHH!! stupid math teacher SUX!! she takes off points on test for the most stupidest things ever!! i thought i would make like atleast a 90 on one of the test...i ended up w/ a 66! WTF? *sigh*.....ok so then i went into homeroom...they were calling people of the intercom to come to the front office...and they called me....so i'm like...omg, wud i do?? so i went down....oh and for some reason bob walked w/ me...she was all nice and asking me if me and sam were still friends...it was weird, but it's better than us being enemies. ok so in the office bob was told to go to the guidance office to call her mom on her cell for some reason...but for me, THEY HAD MY FLIPPIN' PURSE!!! EVERYTHING WAS STILL IN IT...EVEN LITTLE DUDE!!!! wow, i am soooooooo lucky!!! :-D then i went bak to homeroom and this guy that sits infront of me asked me why they called me down...and i said 'they had my purse, it's been missing for a week!' and he's like 'wow, u must be really happy now!'...heck yea i was! so in english we took stupid map testing again. we took english...i made a 238 but in math the other day i made like a 246...purty good. see? i'm good at math, but it just depends on the stinkin' teacher they give me if i do good or not. so in english on my interum i made a 90...yay! then break...chelsea and sam were so happy to see that i got it bak, hehe! then world geog...we took a country test on latin america which i know i Aced cuz he gave us like 10 min. to study before we took it. on my interum for that class i got a 91. last nite was sooo hectic! i was printin' out crap for sam and amber for their geog. project and stuff...also i was doin' my OWN project and also my science project...which i have to finish tonight!! also last nite my mom let me have some time to watch hard rock live off of my tape, woohoo! i rocked! lol then in computer i made a 97. we had another substitute for our bus today...just like yesterday afternoon. she was a b*tch yesterday but today she rocked! some kids got off not at their stop so we kept driving past them and laughing, lol. then she like drove into somebody's property and we had to try and get out of it...i wonder wut other ppl thought as they drove by, lol. so yeah...ok so i'm home now. my mom was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOOO HAPPY to see my purse!! and i think rite now my dad is gettin' my phone alive again....lol. umm, so yeah...i really gotta go do HW and projects...also got a brain project for strat. success. eerr! byez!! :-) x-x-x-brI-x-x-x

hey everybody. hmm, nothing really happened today. the weather was really nice today...and it still is. and when it's cool out...my hair does really well. i love it! cuz my hair+humidity=HAIR EXPLOSION!! lol, but yeah... in geography mr. green wasn't there so we had a sub....she let us work in partners! so me, amber, and samana all worked together and had fun talkin' about bands. amber told us about this dream she had about mcr and simple plan. like she said the whole thing rite there was dajavu cuz in her dream everybody was wearing the same thing and in the same spot and stuff. so she said also in her dream a voice came over the intercom and said 'everybody evacuate the building immediately' so everybody did. when we went bak into the building everything was decorated and MCR was playing 'i'm not okay' over on one side of the room and simple plan playing this other song, i forgot the name. so yeah...and we FREAKED out when the intercom came on...but nobody talked...dang it!! and the weird thing is that i had also had a dream about mcr coming to our school during world geog. too! but in mine just me, sam, and amber were called out of class...not the whole school. but still...that's weird! but that class was a time for us 3 to catch up on things...it was fun. amber always has some juicy stories to tell...there's always SOMETHING going on in her life! and in mine...nothing ever happens...nada... i'm bored. i really have to get started on my science project but i really don't wanna. stinkin' thing! i mite just get started on it tomorrow cuz i already know kinda wut i'm gonna do on it. me, amber, and sam barely got our work done in class cuz we talked ALOT...so i gots that to do tonight. i just didn't feel like workin' cuz i had just got bak from ela and we had a flippin' long test in that class that took the whole period and we had to write a whole bunch on it. so yeah...my hand just kinda didn't wanna cooperate today. oh and we had that stupid math MAP testing today...my score was 248...pretty good i guess. if i don't know how to do the problem rite away, i usually just choose one that looks rite, lol. ok well i'm gonna go...byez, lyl! :-) x-x-x-brI-x-x-x ~~~Later~~~ AAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!! YES YES YES!!! I'M SO GLAD SAM WATCHES MTV B/C SHE CALLED ME AND TOLD ME THAT THEY WERE GONNA PREMIER THE 'THE GHOST OF YOU' MUSIC VIDEO!!!! SO I WAS ABLE TO ADD THAT TO MY TAPE!! YAY!!! it rocked!!! and it was so sad...mikey died in it! and gerard just looked so hurt and he was cryin' his *ss off and WAAAHH!! but i loved it and now i can watch it whenever i want...again, i love my tape!! hehe!! and they got gerard on the phone before they premiered the video! so i got that too, woot woot!! ok well i really gotta do homework now so brb, lyl, byez!!

hey! well i just got bak from sam's like 2 hrs. ago. we had fun...as usual. i brought up my beautimess tape...!!!!!! and we watched the whole thing...AAAHHH I LOVE THE HARD ROCK LIVE PERFORMANCE!!! GOD DANG IT!!! it rox!!! my fav. part is his little story before well...the song i'm listening to rite now...LOL. but during the whole thing he gets sweaty...he doesn't quit tho cuz he loves his fans and the screaming i guess encourages him. so umm before they do helena he says it's the first one on the record cuz it's about his g-ma who passed away 2 months before sweet revenge came out and she taught him to dance, sing, paint, draw (i think i told you this but o well, lol)...and god, it's just so sad! my theory is that he saves the song for last cuz he's most sweaty then and ppl can tell he's crying cuz they'd just think it's sweat droplets. :-( i bet i'm rite...he seems to sing his heart out on that song and puts so much emotion into it... ok so me and sam finished our drawings. we're not satisfied really cuz we want it to just BLOW their heads off when they look at it...especially gerard. we want to impress him cuz he loves to draw, paint, and anything w/ art! errr!! oh i drew this really funny one...it's this stick dude running and two bullets are coming at his head then down the sidewalk there is this dude holding up a gun. then above it it says 'They gave us 2 shots to the back of the head...' and then at the bottom it says 'and we're all dead now...' i did it in really cool letters. :-D so me and sam just talked about our "future meeting gerard day"...lol. we keep thinking of things to do when we meet them so that they'll love us rite away. hehe...we're SOO DUMB!! ok well i gotta go take my shower...ugh, school's tomorrow. THIS SUX BUTT!!! i'd rather sit at home and look at sexy pics. of gerard. OH OH OH, i forgot like 2 things...well my top left pic...i found an AIM icon into that, woot woot!! and also at sam's house we were listening to 'i'm not okay (i promise)' ok and she said 'i need a red' so i tossed the red colored pencil at her and it kinda hit her bak. she said 'OW, i'm okay' and rite after she said that gerard said 'i'm okaaaaaay' LOL!!!!!!!!! IT WAS SO FUNNY!!!! ok well byez! x-x-x-brI-x-x-x

Well my stupid procastinator self strikes again. i have so many projects due this week! for science i have to have a poster on this one element, "ruth..." something...forgot the name. Then i have to research some things for english by tomorrow! a book report for english due at the end of the month. then i have a geography thingy to do where i have to find an article on any country in latin america and write my opinion and stuff on it. STUPID! so today my mom is gonna get my poster board for my science project so rite now i'm gettin' started on my geography but the problem is that i don't have any newspaper to look thru...my mom recylced it already this morning! EERR!! so i hope samana has some newspaper...we gotta do the same project so maybe she can come down today and we can work on it together! that'll be fun. ok so anyways....last nite i stayed up till like 1:40 cuz at 1:00 on mtv hard rock live came on again and i wanted to tape it cuz the first time it didn't work. so now on my tape i have their performance at VMA, when they're on the pre-show at the VMA (also ghost of you music video preview!), then hard rock live. WOOT WOOT!!! i was so happy cuz i was the only one up so i got some peace and quiet while watching it. i hate when my brothers are around cuz they're so noisy and i can't hear the stinkin' tv. oh and i slept w/ that tape last nite...well it was resting on a pillow near my head...and don't call me just weird, sam also sleeps w/ her MCR shirt. lol, omg we're dumb. oh she came over yesterday and the day before that. all we did was dance around and sing to mcr oh and watch my beautiful tape like 10 times. but yesterday we also watched monster-in-law. it was my second time seeing it cuz i had watched it on saturday nite with my mom and dad. so she liked it...i think it's hilarious. oh and i found this contest where you create a design to be put onto a t-shirt and if u win then it gets put on mcr's official tour t-shirt to be sold!! so i've already started on that. it's awesome! oh and the prize is....GO TO NYC AND MEET THEM!!!!! i know i won't win but i'm atleast trying. mcr will look at these and judge them themselves!! so he'll be looking at mine...yay!! hehe... ok well i'm wastin' time...i just wanted to update instead of do my stupid projects. so byez, lyl!! x-x-x-brI-x-x-x

hey...well i just got bak from home. i acted all sad so i'd make my mom say 'what's wrong?' and she did...so i just blurted it out 'my purse was stolen' she FREAKED! called my dad and asked wut she should do about the phone...so she called the tracfone ppl and they deactivated it and reported it as stolen so that means nobody but us can use it again...they can't even put minutes on it. so now my old phone is in use except all my minutes from my other phone are gone so i got to buy some more...*sigh*. she said she'd buy me another little dude or give me her's. she knows how much i loved him. and so now she left for wal*mart. i feel better...also cuz amber made up with me and sam. so we're all good and bak to normal! today was boring and in the morning ppl were like saying there was gonna be a pep rally at the end of the day...so that was something to look forward to all day. i went to school w/ my hair curly again...it's fun to do something different. oh at lunch samana had brought a dr. pepper to school cuz her dad got it for her. so we shared that since yeah...i didn't have any money. i opened it a little bit and it went 'SSSS' really loud so i wanted to hear it louder so i opened it all the way....stupid idea!! it went everwhere! all over the dude sitting next to me...whoops...and amber said his girlfriend looked at me and said 'what the??' and then turned the other way and mouthed out 'b*tch'....ugh! IT WAS AN ACCIDENT PPL!! well i me, sam, and amber thought it was funny so screw everybody else! ok so the pep rally. stupid mrs. gibbs said at the beginning of class 'we don't have a pep rally today, if we did i would've heard about it' and blah blah blah...she even went to go ask the other teachers next door but she came bak and said 'they're both in the middle of lecture so i don't want to bother them' then like 30 min. later she said she lied and that there WAS one and she just didn't want to tell us cuz it was supposed to be a surprise to everybody...but word spreads fast at school so everybody in class knew anyways. lol. ok so it was at 3:05...everybody was free after that! i love how at high school u just get complete freedom! so uhh we had to go the gym...me and sam's classes are like rite next to each other's in last block so we walked together and got to sit together. we entered the gym and chelsea, amber, andria, and everybody else was yelling at the top of the bleachers for us. YAY! friends!! so we raced up there and the whole pep rally i screamed like shit...yes i'm saying that word now! me and sam did this thing on the bus where she'd say shit and i would says tokimushrooms...then we did it reversed...lol. ok so pep rally...the cheerleaders did their cheer...and during the whole thing i just screamed alot...my throat hurts now. i told sam when it began 'scream like ur at an MCR concert'...lol! but with the mcr concert i'll scream 100x louder...oww. lol ok so my mom was really p-oed...but she's ok now, i guess. well i'm gonna go cuz i have a few chores i need to get done. so lyl, byez x-x-x-brI-x-x-x ~~~later~~~ hey! well i just got bak from sam's house. i went up at 7:30 and came home at 9. ok first we danced like really crazy to i never told you what i do for a living...of course. then helena, then i'm not okay (i promise), then ghost of you and then after that we were really weird. ok before i cam over she had had a dr. pepper...ok dr. pepper and samana do NOT mix! so we started acting all weird and acting out wut we'd do if we ever met gerard and like i ran from her mom's bedroom to her bedroom and i pretended gerard was sitting on her bed so i ran and like flung on the bed screaming 'GERARD!!!!!!!' LOL!!! i was trying to do an impression of a desperate/crazy fan. so we did alot of those...and alot of other stuff that i don't even want to say cuz u'd just think we were REALLY REALLY weird and yeah. ok so eventually she just got high...and i'm serious about this. she could not stop laughing, she wasn't quiet for ONE SECOND!! i'm dead serious! *straight face* so we went down stairs and she was still laughing like a maniac as she took out the thing of sugar, got the biggest spoon, and dug in. LOL!! that made her worse and we went bak to her room...she's still laughing...and she's just on the floor dying for no reason...and banging her head on the wall. i was freaked out!!! LOL, BUT OMG IT WAS FUNNY!! never seen her like this, lol. ok so that's it really...just wanted to let you know how flippin' weird we are together!! x-x-x-brI-x-x-x