hey...i feel sooo confizzled. 2day i went 2 da movies w. diana n joaquin. it wus like the kranks or sumthin like dat i thought it suked big time! wow joaquin n diana were talkin da wholw friggin movie n there wus like 2 ppl sittin in da bak n joaquin n me we thought they were 2 guys like almost makin out it wus kinda weird lol...when we came out joaquin started bein all weird he was all like omg my cousin she is sooo hot n diana n ne we were like joaquin.... shes ure cuz n hes like it doesnt matter u can still think ure cuz is cute... n im like w.e! n then we started talkin bout all these things. hes like all da grls in our class got sumthin good. i like all of them. n then hes like ive told every1 dat i luv them in da class n diana wus like u havent told ana (pointin 2 moi lol) n hes like yea i have n its true he told me last nite lol joaquin n me really look like bro n sis were always like fightin n then hes all like im jk ana!! lol its so funny every1 says we look like brothers... wut else??? omg i want a bf theres dis guy whos like sooo in luv w. me but i think hes kinda creepy n he called me 2day but i didnt answer cuz i didnt want 2 hear his asshole voice! hes like super nice n all but just kinda gets annoyin after a while da other day he called n im like: me: hey i cant talk cuz im "grounded" (i really wasnt grounded i just didnt feel like talkin 2him) him: so ill kall u @ 8 me: im gorunded im mom doesnt let me talk on da fone him: so ill kall u @ 8 ok? omg!!!!!!!!! i got sooo friggin pissed @ da end im like yeaa w.e n he kalled but i didnt answer lol......n imma ask my friend gerd if he can like talk 2 him 2 tell him 2 fuk off... im so nice :) lol i noramlly dont do dis 2 guys but 1. he saw me @ a party n i didnt want 2 talk 2 him but his friend dat goes 2 my skool got my # from my friend. 2. hes just super duper annoyin omg all of my frinds tell him 2 follow n then go out w. him but no.... he already asked me out like 100 friggin times 2 go 2 places n im like nooo srry.... n i thought he had alrwady 4gotton bout me cuz he had like 2 weeks he didnt call or sumthin... so 2day when he called i wus like shit! but a long time ago from my cell i sent him a message n it wus all like hey ure nice n all but im just not interested in u n bein ure friend n + stuff n then i wus gon put just 4get bout me but then im like dats just 2 mean n then when i sent it!! it didnt send!! i wus like fuck!!!!! so yea.... idk how else 2 tell him2 fuk off soim gon tell my friend gerd lol hell b happy 2 do it lol so besides dat...i feel sooo lonely idk y i feel like im in my own world n every1 hates me......dec has taken 4ever 2 pass i already have like 2 weeks on winter vaca i gto 32 days of vacation!! i ended dec. 3 n i start jan 4th :) dats a super good thing. my friend ends da 22 i mean da skool is sooo super gay 4 doing dat. omg i really havent eat almost anythin 2day... 4 breakfast i eat like 2 eggs n a slice of bread, then 2 like 12 i eat like another slice of bread, dis super small soup n salad, n when i got 2 da mall i bought burger king n i liek didnt eat ne fries n like half of da burger n i wus full... n im not hungry @ all! da guy dat i liked soo much ended up likin my best friend but no biggie im not gon go blistic im not gon b all like omg!! u cant like her u gotta like me u kno but... were still friends still gettin 2 kno each other. da other day he immed me n said i love u out of da blue n then he singed off i got no idea wut all of dat wus bout n hes like super shy n so am i... n when we went 2 a concert he came w. us n i wanted 2 buy water n no1 wus round ne he wus gonna go allllll day way 2 buy sum water but i wus like noo dis guys comin 2 sell me water look @ dis qoute(i dont remember it well it went like): sometimes the guy you like ends up going out w. ure best friend 2 b closer 2 u n 2 get 2 kno u better