The next phase. Don't really know what the last phase was, but I'm on the next. Or at least I'm ready for the next. Tired of the same old, same old. I liked Chicago, probably just because it was different. Felt like my life was changing. Maybe not for the better, but it was changing. I feel different now that I'm back. Don't really know how I've changed, but I feel like I have. More independent maybe, realizing more and more that I have to fend for myself. Can't rely on others. Not to say that I don't want friends, I love hanging out with my friends. But that's it, they're just friends, nothing more. My life is my own. It keeps on going whether or not they are here. I do the same things, act the same way, feel the same feelings no matter where I am or who I'm with. I should really stop worrying about where I am going to go next, because I feel like the same things are going to be accompished wherever I go. Just gonna keep living, see what happens