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well i just did a very long diary and it erased so im really mad but any was my mom is going to start fostering my chruch raised over 10000 in offring to hurrican katrina and i like my new schooll that im going to and i really miss my old friends and im in the play love you alll lanya hey geine i miss you and i really love you cant wait to see you at homecoming
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i miss her sooo much

haha i get to do this damn thang but ne ways you have no idea how much i miss genie i hate not being able to see her but believe me our friendship will never die out cuz shes my bich lol jk but i love her to much to do that i really miss you tho you have no idea geine but i think that my moms gonna talk to you aunt to let me see you agian cuz i dont think that anyone sould be able to break tha kidda friendship me and you have haha read this joke it reminded soo much of you and mee!! ~ a friend is the one who would bail you otta jail and ask what tha fuck did you do but a best friend is sitting right next to you saying that was fuckin awsome~! i love you geine soooo much
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9 days

geine ima gonna take kare of thos bitchs i promiss its all good babe ~ lanya~ geine ~ still luv ya bitch!
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soldier

Listening to: soldier
Feeling: blonde
~this is for you hunn when im gone and i cant help you and if you just miss me omg genie whe i started listening to this i started to cry im gonna miss you soo bad im gonna listen to this song every day and have ur pictures all over cuz i never want to forget you you were the best thing that ever happend to me i love you sooo much please dont forget me because i wont ever i want us to be friends for ever genie~ gonna miss ya beech !~ latta luv lala Artist: Destiny's Child Album: Destiny Fulfilled Year: 2004 Title: Soldier [T.I.] Hey (I want a soldier) Well you got it, I'm the hottest around They'll know it when they see you rollin' Impalas around (I got a soldier) With the top down, feelin' the sounds Quakin' and vibratin' them thighs Ridin' harder than guys With the chrome wheels at the bottom, white leather inside When them flames be spittin' at you, tell 'em don't even try it To shoot it with 'Chelle, and kick it with Kelly, or holla at B You gotta be G's, you way outta ya league [Kelly] We like them boys that be in them Lacs leanin' (leanin') Open they mouth, they grill gleamin' (gleamin') Candy paint, keep that whip clean and (clean and) They always be talkin' that country slang we like They keep that beat that be in the back beatin' (beatin') Eyes be so low from that chiefin' (chiefin') I love how he keep my body screamin' (screamin') A rude boy that's good to me, with street credibility [chorus] If his status ain't hood, I ain't checkin' for him Better be street if he lookin' at me I need a soldier That ain't scared to stand up for me Known to carry big things, if you know what I mean If his status ain't hood, I ain't checkin' for him Better be street if he lookin' at me I need a soldier That ain't scared to stand up for me Gotta know to get dough and he better be street [Beyonce] We like them boys up top from the BK (BK) Know how to flip that money three ways (three ways) Always ridin' big on the freeway (freeway) With that East Coast slang that us country girls, we like Low-cut caesars with the deep waves (deep waves) So quick to snatch up yo' Beyonce (Beyonce) Always comin' down, poppin' our way (our way) Tellin' us that country girls the kind of girls they like [chorus] If his status ain't hood, I ain't checkin' for him Better be street if he lookin' at me I need a soldier That ain't scared to stand up for me Known to carry big things, if you know what I mean If his status ain't hood, I ain't checkin' for him Better be street if he lookin' at me I need a soldier That ain't scared to stand up for me Gotta know to get dough and he better be street I know some soldiers in here (where they at, where they at) They wanna take care of me (where they at) I know some soldiers in here (where they at, where they at) Don't mind takin' one for me (where they at) I know some soldiers in here (where they at, where they at) They wanna spend that on me (where they at) I know some soldiers in here (where they at, where they at) Wouldn't mind puttin' that on me (where they at) [Lil' Wayne] Hey, see cash, money is a army I'm walkin' with Purple Hearts on me You're talkin' to the sargeant Body marked up like the subway in Harlem Callin' em Wizzy F. Baby Please save the baby If you don't see me on the block, I ain't tryin'a hide I blend in with the hood, I'm camouflage Bandana tied, so Mami, join my troop Now everytime she hear my name, she salute! [Michelle] I like them boys over there, they lookin' strong tonight (strong tonight) Just might give one the phone tonight (phone tonight) Homie in the Dickies, in my zone tonight (zone tonight) He don't know it might be on tonight (on tonight) Ooh he lookin' good, and he talkin' right (talkin' right) He the type that might change my life (change my life) Everytime he look at me, my girls be like (girls be like) That one may be the one tonight [chorus] If his status ain't hood, I ain't checkin' for him Better be street if he lookin' at me I need a soldier That ain't scared to stand up for me Known to carry big things, if you know what I mean If his status ain't hood, I ain't checkin' for him Better be street if he lookin' at me I need a soldier That ain't scared to stand up for me Gotta know to get dough and he better be street I know some soldiers in here (where they at, where they at) They wanna take care of me (where they at) I know some soldiers in here (where they at, where they at) Wouldn't mind puttin' that on me (where they at)
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15 days

i sooo happy for robert he made the best dission of his life hes not dating witt any more thank god i thought i had lost one of my best friends because of her !!!! but now it really sucks cuz with me moving and all i wont be able to show my close friends the right dissions witch is scary because some of my friends dont have very good judgement (with boys that is) and i wont be able to help her and that scares me because i dont want her to turn up like some people i noe i care about her way too much so yea i luv ya beech !!!!! well gotta go and find robert so i can give him a great big hug!!! x's and o's lanya genie ~ i love you soo much please promiss me that we will be friends forever robert~ i love you and stay tha same robert that i use to noe tha one that i was madly in love with!!! i love you too
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I love you GENIE!!

I LOVE YOU GENIE SO MUCH and i'm gonna miss you so much when i move. YOU"RE COMING WITH ME BIATCH. I love you so much and i'll envy you forever. Luv Lanya
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no im a muy grande dork!!!

yea last nite was soo much fuckin fun i got high with my sister for the fist time it was sooo fuckin funny shes crazy yea but takein prozac with weed is really crazy !!!! wow!!! fun time at tha park !!! tho lol genie u shouldnt do it tho its not tha thing that u would like soo much it fucks u up too much soo yea dont do it!! lol its soo cute u ljke my older sister that is worried shitless about me thats soo cute i luv ya hunn im makein up for tha lost spring break time that i never got to have !!! u noe what i mean see ya lateer dorks!!! lala
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i fuckin hate her

i have no were to go my fucking mom kicked me out soo now im living with my aunt but i cant stay here for long !!! shit now ill prolly have to go to a fucking group home or a foster home i fucking hate her i wish she were dead!!!! i noe that a mean thing to say but u dont noe how much she fucking put me thru were is d when ya need him!!!! well gtg call child services now i hope i come on here agian ] but prolly not pz out 4eva
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i look like a dancer on a video

im am sooo pmsy!! lol im sooo mad at my mom tho !!!! ok it was my cuzins b day party ( my cuzin turned 10 and she really looks up to me) but ne ways shes a big punk rocker soo for her i wore this really cute skirt and this black top and a real cool hat and heals and it was really cute kidda punkish for nesha my mom starts yelling at me saying that it looked like i was on a music video she is sooo fucking gay ok im fucking 15 years old i should have tha rite to choose what the hell i wanna ware but ne ways!! i told her to fuck off and that i was gonna ware what ever tha fuck i wanted to and she fliped out soo i had to stay home and miss neshas party she called me up crying asking why i wasnt there she was really upset god damn my fucking mom sumtimes i hate her sooo much!!!!!! i felt soo bad for my cuzin tho awww poor thing well ill do sumthin special for her to make her feel better!!! well gonna go lotza luv lala
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great

omfg i just wrote tha longest fucking email and then it all was deleted omfg that fucking suckss but ne ways all it reall said was me kidda puttin down my 2 friends which is really rude but it needed to be said but i kidda feel like a bitch after that tho lol sry !!! well has ne one ever got soooo sick of ur friends for basicly no good reason just sick and agitated of them well thats kidda how i feel it kidda feels as if i had diffrent friends with out tha drama!!! just kidda like starting over i really actually do have a chance to do that but i dont soo if ur reading i have a ? for u i you have the oppertunite to kidda start over and make new friend in ur 9th year of skool would u take ? like starting over ? i dono so if u would plez leave a comment im confused!!!
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i got sumthin ta work

Listening to: nobodys home
Feeling: longing
yea im back lol but ne wayz why is everyone dating i dono i gusse luv is in the air i hate that i really wish that i could just find that ONE person ya noe that high school sweet harte !!! but i highly doubt that tho cuz im not a size 2 like every guy is looking for i mean im not like 200 lbs or ne thing im just i gusse curvy a curvy black bitch grrr sum time i get sooo jelouse of ppl like my friend for instance shes sooo skinny and pretty but she thinks sooo low of herself even tho she can get basicly ne guy she would want really she dont noe how good she gots it she mainly fall for tha wrong guys tho but shes still a lucky bitch (in a funny way) seriously if i have to ill go compleatly anirexic ( or how ever you spell it) dont you hate when sum ppl mone and grwon about how fat they are when they basicly like 90 lbs yea i really hate that shit sum time i feel as if they do just for attintion grrrr ya noe i really thought for like a month or soo that sum one actully loved me for a sec but he did sum thin that still really hurts soooo bad i gusse guys like to do that i dono its times like these that get me soo depressed and make me do sooo much stupid things i really need to get over that tho cuz im not just hurting myself but also tha ppl that really cares about me like 2 days ago but i try really hard me and my pathetic life stories what the fuck is wrong with me !!!!!! weres a blade whe n ya need one well ne ways im gonna go to sleep its late lotza luv lala
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lalalalalallalaa

Listening to: no musica
Feeling: ghetto
im really not ghetto but it just made me laugh hahahahhahahahahha jk u would think that i would still be depressed with all the shit that is wrong with me but i gusse being with my friends thats great but ne ways bettta go genie ~ thanxs for being there i luv you sooo much !!!!! i couldnt ask for more robert~ i really never had such a great guy friend you are soooooo amazing many ppl take you for granted i luv u soooo much plez dont leave me !!!!! jen~ im singing while i type this !! lol jk~
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3 days

awww geines back LUV YA HUNN i cant believe that they poped ur bollons awww darn lol jk so ne ways its my b day in 3 days !!! i cant wait fun times fun times ohhh yea thanxs sooo much (to all the ppl that left comments) thanxs thats awsome but ne ways grrr i hate bois sumtimes why is it that they will say one thing and go off and do sumthing soo opposite tha next day (you noe who you are) u have no idea how much u dissapointed me its like sometime i dont even noe who you are its like you say things just to make them happy i hate that about you grrr its like i dont even wanna be by you ne more but ne ways have any one ever had a day where it just dosnt seem right like sumthing bad is gonna happen to you are someone really close that what i feel like sometimes i feel like im not gonna be on that earth for a long time i noe ur prolly wondering why tha hell are you even thinking about that but idk i guess that i think of the unexplained before of the normal stuff but ne ways enough with tha emotional stuff but ne ways im really getting a hang of this whole online thingy fun fun well im gonna go luv yall lala
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what the hell is this

omgoshness i basiclly have no freakin idea of how to do this wow geine i need ur help i wish you where here but ne ways what new with my life nuttin good just plain i hate that well im gonna go have nuttin else to say
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