yea im back lol but ne wayz why is everyone dating i dono i gusse luv is in the air i hate that i really wish that i could just find that ONE person ya noe that high school sweet harte !!! but i highly doubt that tho cuz im not a size 2 like every guy is looking for i mean im not like 200 lbs or ne thing im just i gusse curvy a curvy black bitch grrr sum time i get sooo jelouse of ppl like my friend for instance shes sooo skinny and pretty but she thinks sooo low of herself even tho she can get basicly ne guy she would want really she dont noe how good she gots it she mainly fall for tha wrong guys tho but shes still a lucky bitch (in a funny way) seriously if i have to ill go compleatly anirexic ( or how ever you spell it) dont you hate when sum ppl mone and grwon about how fat they are when they basicly like 90 lbs yea i really hate that shit sum time i feel as if they do just for attintion grrrr ya noe i really thought for like a month or soo that sum one actully loved me for a sec but he did sum thin that still really hurts soooo bad i gusse guys like to do that i dono its times like these that get me soo depressed and make me do sooo much stupid things i really need to get over that tho cuz im not just hurting myself but also tha ppl that really cares about me like 2 days ago but i try really hard me and my pathetic life stories what the fuck is wrong with me !!!!!! weres a blade whe n ya need one well ne ways im gonna go to sleep its late lotza luv lala