I'm kind of jealous but kind of not... *I hate it when a guy leads you on, and so many of them do it. This doesn't really go to Nick but, i really hate it when a guy like calls you, and talks to you..then goes with another girl to like...the movies! Okay so maybe it does go to Nick, tonight him Mark and Kacie are going to the movies..yes the same Kacie that did some shit with him while i was going out with him. oh well.. I called Kacie and asked her if she liked him and she told me no, and that she knew i liked him a lot so she wouldn't do anything with him. Bullshit, that never stopped her before! But i keep on telling myself not to get mad or anything because nick and i aren't going out..again, and he is only a crush. I just wish that he could be smart and love me, and never let Kacie get in the way. but that will never happen Last night he read some of my entries..so he knows I like him..its all up to him wether or not we will go out again. I guess we'll base that on tonight. I was invited to go with them, but i have to go to my dads. And if I were to go, i wouldn't want to witness anything that would really hurt my feelings. Maybe...I'll just tell myself to get over him. yeah right Love Sara