UGH! today has lyk, been a freaking roller coaster, excuse me while i rant. this morning was good and ok and fun evn though SHS lost their football game... this afternoon sucked! i was EXPECTING to see my cuzin jon and him being all nice and stuff and loving as usual but NOO my mom went and told him about marcelo. and so he was pissed at me i guess and kept giving me looks and he was so mean to me! he's never mean to me! it's always robert who is mean to me. no1 noticed that i sat on the couch and cried the whole time. then things started to go better, i went over alesha's grandma's house , and hung out, and 2marrow i'm sleeping over and the nxt day i'm going to NH with her, when i got home though my mom found i lighter that she didn't recognize to be hers so she thought it was MINE. and then she didn't beleive me when i sed it wasn't. omfg. YEARS i have been telling this lady that smoking can kill, and stuff lyk that, and she thinks I smoke. ME. the GOODY GOODY TWO SHOES. jesus freaking crust.