Well today was pretty much a shitty day. Everyone in my house was giving me shit. I don't know but I just hate how everyone is on my case. I think that they think I should bow down to them and I totaly am not gonna do that. Alot of people have been buggin the shit out of me lately I don't know but I mean seriously alot of people just bug in general. Don't get me wrong I get along with alot of people its just I hate how alot of people put on a act. They are one way infront me but when they are in front of someone else they are totaly different. I just laugh in my mind just how pathetic they are I don't know I know thats fucked up on my part, but then I think why do you want people to like you for someone your really not? I mean do you really enjoy that feeling? well I wouldn't know cause im not like that. anyways I just thought id let everyone know whats goin on in my head. Hope you all understand. I know its kind of hard to. -Derek-