I never got tired of being alone but for some reason I remember the long walk back to the lovers until I inhaled the poision of the flowers and my nose began throbbing. The smell stayed for a second, that second which made my heart stop. I did not have to remind myself of what flowers they were. But it all seemed to reverse of the moments I tried to forget. "I got you flowers." "Aww.. Dillan..." I felt his arms around my waist again. If I close my eyes, I can fool myself into thinking he's here.