well i havent wrote inhear in a long time you guys should leave me comments maybe i will read them well xanga is better but myspace beats both of them well im out later fools.
WELL XANGA IS SO MUCH BETTER THE SITDIARY SO I WONT BE WRITING IN HERE TO MUCH SO LATER FOOLS
ONHEL
yo well we are back to school so thats cool i guess my classes are pretty cool jordan is in two of my classes wow im so excited i cant wait she is the coolest person ever i wish i could go out with her so she can tell me what to do wow im jelous of bobby wow LMAO
NOT REALLY LOL WELL IM OUT LATER
-ONHEL
well im at coles he is such a pimp seriously lol yeah im going to work at 5 which sucks cause i worked friday saturday and sunday and now i have to work today it sucks balls
well im out fools leave me some comments
HELL YEAH TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY ITS GOING TO BE FUCKING AWESOME YEAH WELL JEFFS IN VERMONT SO HE CANT BE HERE FOR MY B-DAY WICH SUCKS BUT OH WELL I GOT TO GO TO WORK IN 30 MINUTES SO LATER FOOLS
-ONHEL
SUM 41
"In Too Deep"
The faster we're falling,
We're stopping and stalling.
We're running in circles again
Just as things we're looking up
You said it wasn't good enough.
But still we're trying one more time.
Maybe we're just trying too hard.
When really it's closer than it is too far
Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Instead of going under.
Seems like each time
I'm with you I lose my mind,
Because I'm bending over backwards to relate.
It's one thing to complain
But when you're driving me insane
Well then I think it's time that we took a break.
Maybe we're just trying too hard.
When really it's closer than it is too far
Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Instead of going under.
Instead of going under.
Instead of going under.
I can't sit back and wonder why.
It took so long for this to die.
And I hate it when you fake it.
You can't hide it you might as well embrace it.
So believe me it's not easy.
It seems that something's telling me,
I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Instead of going under.
Instead of going under again.
Instead of going under.
Instead of going under again.
Instead of going under again.
Instead of going under again.
MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 6 DAYS HELL YEAH WE ARE HAVING A PARTY AT JEFFS IT SHOULD BE AWESOME SO HELL YEAH LATER FOOLS.
this is reeka and onhel is a hot bitch
THE STARTING LINE
"Best Of Me"
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
here we lay again
on two separate beds
riding phone lines
to meet a familiar voice
and pictures drawn from memory
we reflect on miscommunications
and misunderstandings
and missing each other too much
to have had to let go
we turn our music down
and we whisper
say what your thinking right now
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
jumping to conclusions
made me fall away from you
i'm so glad that the truth
has brought back together me and you
we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
say what your thinking outloud
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
we turn our music down
and we whisper
we're sitting on the ground
and we whisper
we turn our music down
we're sitting on the ground
and next time i'm in town
we will kiss girl
we will kiss girl
tell me what you thought about
when you were gone and so alone
the worst is over
you can have the best of me
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont
feeling that we cant
we're not ready to give up
we got older but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
yo well esterday i woked at ponchos it was cool until the end of the day cause theirs so many dishes to wash it sucks but other then that it was preety cool im at jeffs right now i have to work at five hell yeah well im out later fools!!!!!!!!!!!!!
"Fat Lip"
Storming through the party like my name was El ninio
When I'm hangin' out drinking in the back of an El Camino
As a kid, I was a skid and no one knew me by name.
I trashed my own house party cause no body came.
I know I'm not the one you thought you knew back in high school
Never going, never showing up when we had to.
attention that we crave don't tell us to behave,
I'm sick of always hearing act your age.
I don't want to waste my time
become another casualty of society.
I'll never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity
And back down.
Because you don't
Know us at all we laugh when old people fall.
But what would you expect with a conscience so small.
Heavy metal and mullets it's how we were raised.
Maiden and priest were the gods that we praised
Cause we like having fun at other peoples expense and,
Cutting people down is just a minor offence then,
It's none of your concern, I guess I'll never learn.
I'm sick of being told to wait my turn.
I don't want to waste my time
become another casualty of society.
I'll never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity
And back down.
Don't count on me, to let you know when.
Don't count on me, I'll do it again.
Don't count on me, it's the point you're missing.
Don't count on me, cause I'm not listening.
Well I'm a no goodnick lower middle class brat,
Back packed and I don't give a shit about nothing.
You be standing on the corner talking all that kufuffin.
But you don't make sense from all the gas you be huffing.
Then if the egg don't stain you'll be ringing off the hook,
You're on the hit list wanted in the telephone book.
I like songs with distortion, to drink in proportion.
The doctor* said my mom should have had an abortion.
I don't want to waste my time
become another casualty of society.
I'll never fall in line
Become another victim of your conformity
And back down.
Waste my time with them
Casualty of society.
Waste my time again,
Victim of your conformity
And back down.
"Swallow The Knife"
So our open wounds will bleed
Until our veins run dry
Now we have to take this thorn
And tear it from our side
Agitated at the fault line
Still agreed to disagree
Your connected to the heart
But tonight we'll set you free
So swallow the knife
Carve the way for your pride
Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again
Even now as i write this down
All pretensions disappear
Now our impulses will bite
At the ankles of our fear
So swallow the knife
Carve the way for your pride
Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again
Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again
Words are spoken
Words are broken down
So lets make this night be our best mistake
So lets take the time to wipe the blood away
Now our hands are tied
And our world is caving in
Now our hands are tied
The problems lie within
So we pray for night
To start over again
Now our hands are tied
And the problems lie within
Words are spoken
Words are broken
Broken Down
I’m drunk off your kiss
For another night in a row
This is becoming too routine for me
But I did not mean to lead you on
And it’s all right to pretend
That we still talk
It’s just for show, isn’t it
It’s my fault that it fell apart
Just maybe
You need this
And I didn’t mean to
Lead you on
You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There’s no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
(My friends over you)
Please tell me everything,
That you think that I should know
About all the plans you made
When I was nowhere to be found
And it’s all right to forget
That we still talk
Its just for fun, isn’t it
It’s my fault that it fell apart
Cuz maybe you need this
And I didn’t mean to
Lead you on
You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There’s no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
(My friends over you)
Just maybe you need this
You need this…
And I didn’t mean to
Lead you on
You were everything I wanted
But I just can't finish what I've started
There’s no room left here on my back
It was damaged long ago
Though you swear that you are true
I still pick my friends over you
yo fools i have gone to the fair every night so far its preety cool i might get in a fight tonight cause some mexicans fucked whit my brther so we are getting them back hell yeah pay back is a bitch
well later fools!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS
"Blue Burns Orange"
Bleed these colors open wide
Burning blues from butterflies
(Tonight we, Tonight we fly)
Flying faster through the night
Until the orange of morning light
(Dear black goodbye, Dear black goodbye)
I know it's hard to make this work
When you're all alone (Alone)
And I've been waiting for so long
To hold you in my arms
Embrace forever my sweet girl
Water fills these open eyes
(Tonight we fly)
Still frames and valentines
Won't keep me in her mind
(Dear black goodbye, Dear black goodbye)
I know it's hard to make this work
When you're all alone (Alone)
And I've been waiting for so long
To hold you in my arms
Embrace forever my sweet girl
[x2]
You are the ghost of everything
that I'm not and I want to be
[x2]
Dear black goodbye (Goodbye)
Don't forget to write
Your name inside (Goodbye)
Of my life
And I know it's hard to make this work
When you're all alone
I've been waiting for so long
To hold you in my arms
And I've been waiting for so long
To hold you in my arms
Embrace forever my sweet girl
Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife
i fucking hate that fucking red hair bitch he is just mad cause his crotch is on fire so he just needs to shut the fuck up or he is goin to get scraped
WHY DID CARLOS HAVE TO LEAVE THAT SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LATER!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE ARE GOING TO WORLDS OF FUN AND OCEANS OF FUN ME JEFF CARLOS AND HIS COUSIN HELL YEAH LATER.
well im at jeffs its raining like carzy
natelie from emporia is here shes pretty cool
we got fire works today and we are lighting them its awesome so later.
yo fools well te amo mucho danielle that means i love you alot danille
well i got in fight whit ana but who gives a shit i dont
in im at jeffs so what know
i have to go to work so later fools
it seems evry time i fall for some ne i end up getting hurt it sucks
well brit and carlos are fighting cause she wouldn't give him hes cd.
Well tomorow is taylors birthday i got her the cd she wanted.
me and brit are going to dary queen so later.
Oh and danielle ill try and spell your name rigth.
i have to go to work at 6:30 yeah i have a job now unlike some people.
Im at brits we are giving her a hard time. WE love britney shes cool.
Me and josh had drivers ed today taylor kept writing on my hand oh and your not getting your bracelet back.
and it was coll metting daniel and jennie well later im out.
bobby im gonna kick your ass next time i see you grow some balls and say everything to my face dont be a pussy.
you got what you wanted you ended are frienship you fat bitch.
and i dont care what anyone has got to say if you got a problem go fuck your self!!!!!!!!!