long time

Listening to: underoath
Feeling: good
well i havent wrote inhear in a long time you guys should leave me comments maybe i will read them well xanga is better but myspace beats both of them well im out later fools.
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back to school!!!!!!!!

Listening to: still remains
Feeling: good
yo well we are back to school so thats cool i guess my classes are pretty cool jordan is in two of my classes wow im so excited i cant wait she is the coolest person ever i wish i could go out with her so she can tell me what to do wow im jelous of bobby wow LMAO NOT REALLY LOL WELL IM OUT LATER -ONHEL
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AT A PLAYA'S HOUSE. AKA COLE

well im at coles he is such a pimp seriously lol yeah im going to work at 5 which sucks cause i worked friday saturday and sunday and now i have to work today it sucks balls well im out fools leave me some comments
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tomorrow is my b-day

Listening to: 50cent
Feeling: awesome
HELL YEAH TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY ITS GOING TO BE FUCKING AWESOME YEAH WELL JEFFS IN VERMONT SO HE CANT BE HERE FOR MY B-DAY WICH SUCKS BUT OH WELL I GOT TO GO TO WORK IN 30 MINUTES SO LATER FOOLS -ONHEL SUM 41 "In Too Deep" The faster we're falling, We're stopping and stalling. We're running in circles again Just as things we're looking up You said it wasn't good enough. But still we're trying one more time. Maybe we're just trying too hard. When really it's closer than it is too far Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep, Up above in my head, instead of going under. Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep, Up above in my head, instead of going under. Instead of going under. Seems like each time I'm with you I lose my mind, Because I'm bending over backwards to relate. It's one thing to complain But when you're driving me insane Well then I think it's time that we took a break. Maybe we're just trying too hard. When really it's closer than it is too far Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep, Up above in my head, instead of going under. Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep, Up above in my head, instead of going under. Instead of going under. Instead of going under. Instead of going under. I can't sit back and wonder why. It took so long for this to die. And I hate it when you fake it. You can't hide it you might as well embrace it. So believe me it's not easy. It seems that something's telling me, I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep, Up above in my head, instead of going under. Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep, Up above in my head, instead of going under. Instead of going under. Instead of going under again. Instead of going under. Instead of going under again. Instead of going under again. Instead of going under again.
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my b-day in 6 daYS

Listening to: STARTING LINE
Feeling: good
MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 6 DAYS HELL YEAH WE ARE HAVING A PARTY AT JEFFS IT SHOULD BE AWESOME SO HELL YEAH LATER FOOLS. this is reeka and onhel is a hot bitch THE STARTING LINE "Best Of Me" tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up here we lay again on two separate beds riding phone lines to meet a familiar voice and pictures drawn from memory we reflect on miscommunications and misunderstandings and missing each other too much to have had to let go we turn our music down and we whisper say what your thinking right now tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up jumping to conclusions made me fall away from you i'm so glad that the truth has brought back together me and you we're sitting on the ground and we whisper say what your thinking outloud tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up we turn our music down and we whisper we're sitting on the ground and we whisper we turn our music down we're sitting on the ground and next time i'm in town we will kiss girl we will kiss girl tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont feeling that we cant we're not ready to give up we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up
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work

Listening to: still remains
Feeling: torn
yo well esterday i woked at ponchos it was cool until the end of the day cause theirs so many dishes to wash it sucks but other then that it was preety cool im at jeffs right now i have to work at five hell yeah well im out later fools!!!!!!!!!!!!! "Fat Lip" Storming through the party like my name was El ninio When I'm hangin' out drinking in the back of an El Camino As a kid, I was a skid and no one knew me by name. I trashed my own house party cause no body came. I know I'm not the one you thought you knew back in high school Never going, never showing up when we had to. attention that we crave don't tell us to behave, I'm sick of always hearing act your age. I don't want to waste my time become another casualty of society. I'll never fall in line Become another victim of your conformity And back down. Because you don't Know us at all we laugh when old people fall. But what would you expect with a conscience so small. Heavy metal and mullets it's how we were raised. Maiden and priest were the gods that we praised Cause we like having fun at other peoples expense and, Cutting people down is just a minor offence then, It's none of your concern, I guess I'll never learn. I'm sick of being told to wait my turn. I don't want to waste my time become another casualty of society. I'll never fall in line Become another victim of your conformity And back down. Don't count on me, to let you know when. Don't count on me, I'll do it again. Don't count on me, it's the point you're missing. Don't count on me, cause I'm not listening. Well I'm a no goodnick lower middle class brat, Back packed and I don't give a shit about nothing. You be standing on the corner talking all that kufuffin. But you don't make sense from all the gas you be huffing. Then if the egg don't stain you'll be ringing off the hook, You're on the hit list wanted in the telephone book. I like songs with distortion, to drink in proportion. The doctor* said my mom should have had an abortion. I don't want to waste my time become another casualty of society. I'll never fall in line Become another victim of your conformity And back down. Waste my time with them Casualty of society. Waste my time again, Victim of your conformity And back down.
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story of the year

"Swallow The Knife" So our open wounds will bleed Until our veins run dry Now we have to take this thorn And tear it from our side Agitated at the fault line Still agreed to disagree Your connected to the heart But tonight we'll set you free So swallow the knife Carve the way for your pride Now our hands are tied The problems lie within So we pray for night To start over again Even now as i write this down All pretensions disappear Now our impulses will bite At the ankles of our fear So swallow the knife Carve the way for your pride Now our hands are tied The problems lie within So we pray for night To start over again Now our hands are tied The problems lie within So we pray for night To start over again Words are spoken Words are broken down So lets make this night be our best mistake So lets take the time to wipe the blood away Now our hands are tied And our world is caving in Now our hands are tied The problems lie within So we pray for night To start over again Now our hands are tied And the problems lie within Words are spoken Words are broken Broken Down
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My friends over y ou

I’m drunk off your kiss For another night in a row This is becoming too routine for me But I did not mean to lead you on And it’s all right to pretend That we still talk It’s just for show, isn’t it It’s my fault that it fell apart Just maybe You need this And I didn’t mean to Lead you on You were everything I wanted But I just can't finish what I've started There’s no room left here on my back It was damaged long ago Though you swear that you are true I still pick my friends over you (My friends over you) Please tell me everything, That you think that I should know About all the plans you made When I was nowhere to be found And it’s all right to forget That we still talk Its just for fun, isn’t it It’s my fault that it fell apart Cuz maybe you need this And I didn’t mean to Lead you on You were everything I wanted But I just can't finish what I've started There’s no room left here on my back It was damaged long ago Though you swear that you are true I still pick my friends over you (My friends over you) Just maybe you need this You need this… And I didn’t mean to Lead you on You were everything I wanted But I just can't finish what I've started There’s no room left here on my back It was damaged long ago Though you swear that you are true I still pick my friends over you
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the fair

Listening to: story of the year
Feeling: good
yo fools i have gone to the fair every night so far its preety cool i might get in a fight tonight cause some mexicans fucked whit my brther so we are getting them back hell yeah pay back is a bitch well later fools!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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blue burns orange

Listening to: hawthorne heights
Feeling: good
HAWTHORNE HEIGHTS "Blue Burns Orange" Bleed these colors open wide Burning blues from butterflies (Tonight we, Tonight we fly) Flying faster through the night Until the orange of morning light (Dear black goodbye, Dear black goodbye) I know it's hard to make this work When you're all alone (Alone) And I've been waiting for so long To hold you in my arms Embrace forever my sweet girl Water fills these open eyes (Tonight we fly) Still frames and valentines Won't keep me in her mind (Dear black goodbye, Dear black goodbye) I know it's hard to make this work When you're all alone (Alone) And I've been waiting for so long To hold you in my arms Embrace forever my sweet girl [x2] You are the ghost of everything that I'm not and I want to be [x2] Dear black goodbye (Goodbye) Don't forget to write Your name inside (Goodbye) Of my life And I know it's hard to make this work When you're all alone I've been waiting for so long To hold you in my arms And I've been waiting for so long To hold you in my arms Embrace forever my sweet girl
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IM A FAKE

Listening to: IM A FAKE
Feeling: dark
Small, simple, safe price Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals And I am not afraid to die I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight. I want the pain of payment What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks Would you be my little cut? Would you be my thousand fucks? And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart Love is not like anything Especially a fucking knife
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RED HAIR BITCH

i fucking hate that fucking red hair bitch he is just mad cause his crotch is on fire so he just needs to shut the fuck up or he is goin to get scraped
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WOF

Listening to: FALL OUT BOY
Feeling: happy
WE ARE GOING TO WORLDS OF FUN AND OCEANS OF FUN ME JEFF CARLOS AND HIS COUSIN HELL YEAH LATER.
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i love you jennie and danielle

Listening to: The Used-take it away
Feeling: good
yo fools well te amo mucho danielle that means i love you alot danille well i got in fight whit ana but who gives a shit i dont in im at jeffs so what know i have to go to work so later fools it seems evry time i fall for some ne i end up getting hurt it sucks
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yo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Listening to: the used
Feeling: good
well brit and carlos are fighting cause she wouldn't give him hes cd. Well tomorow is taylors birthday i got her the cd she wanted. me and brit are going to dary queen so later. Oh and danielle ill try and spell your name rigth.
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i got a job

Listening to: my chemical romance
Feeling: hyper
i have to go to work at 6:30 yeah i have a job now unlike some people. Im at brits we are giving her a hard time. WE love britney shes cool. Me and josh had drivers ed today taylor kept writing on my hand oh and your not getting your bracelet back. and it was coll metting daniel and jennie well later im out.
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bobby im gonna kick ass

Listening to: fuck bobby
Feeling: aggressive
bobby im gonna kick your ass next time i see you grow some balls and say everything to my face dont be a pussy. you got what you wanted you ended are frienship you fat bitch. and i dont care what anyone has got to say if you got a problem go fuck your self!!!!!!!!!
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