Oh my gosh! I have FRIENDS on here! How cool is that?! Sorry, I just had to write that. TO THE AUTHOR OF THE DIARY 'FLOWERS AND PIGS' ON THEIR JANUARY 29TH ENTRY: That made me so sad! Especially the heart ache part. But if a certain athelete, if he's as aware of your feelings as you say he is, can't bring himself to GET OFF HIS STUPID FREAKIN' CELL PHONE and talk to the pretty girl sitting next to him right then, then maybe he's not worth exerting so much effort on your part. For instance, I wouldn't dwell on the "my heart aches" part so much. The "Nooo! Fuck you!" part seems a bit more suitable in that instance. And it doesn't mean you can't still go to the dance. Although, I admit, it takes a brave soul to go stag by themselves. I know you were in a blah mood today, but just know that no matter what happens, you have friends who love you, some of which who have taken to the creepy habit of running up to you and throwing their arms around you in the hallway (NOT GUILTY).