So now i'm in math and i now have to take a stupid fucking test. but anyway i'll finish writing when thats done.................... well now since my fucking teacher isn't giving me the damn quiz how the hell am i supposed to take it?!?!?!?!?! What the hell?? well anyways i have a boyfriend and its going great. he's just so sweet and honest. the funny thing is that we've only been dating for 2 weeks today and already he thinks that he's falling in love with me. and his parents keep telling him that i'll be the first girl to break his heart. and that makes me feel bad because he's never been in love and now he thinks he's in love and love always ends badly well not all of it ends badly but when i first fell in love i was hurt badly and didn't know if i was going to make it. but now it's been a year since then and i'm doing well and there is nothing that can stand in my way. but with J. i no longer fear tomarrow and i no longer avoid guys eyes. im, well , i think that i'm in love..... but i'm not completely sure. it's too soon to tell right yet but we'll figure it out as we go. and right now we are doing great. xoxo moi