Whenever I would get scared
I would call for you, but you were never there
When my life wasn’t being fair
You’re the one who was never there
And when I died on a dare
You could’ve saved me, but you weren’t there
You swore that you would be around,
To help me block out the sound
Their voices spin inside my head
It all disappeared with a splash of red
When I said I would be, I wasn’t there
You didn’t notice. You didn’t care.
I guess you’d never realized my love
Until you’d found me lying in a pool of blood.
For the first and last time, you were there for me
You held my hand, and said you were sorry.
There’s no more pain, and I’m drifting away,
Light is all around me, coming down in a ray.
I watch you walk away with tears in your eyes,
As you apologize to the wind for all of your lies.
You went inside and locked the door to your room,
And as soon as you did, I knew you were doomed.
I was there with you, watching, as the razor dug deep
And I started crying, watching the blood seep
It poured from your wrist, down to the floor,
And all you wanted was to see more.
I begged you to stop, but it was too late,
To die like me, that was your fate.
You collapsed on the floor of the place you call home,
It wouldn’t stop bleeding, so you died alone.
I cared about you, but I don’t know why
You needed to lie, and you wanted to die
You threw your life away for me
I’m not worth that, can’t you see?
Everyone loved you, but none more then me
Now I’ll never know if we were meant to be
My vision blurs as the tears begin to flow
Take me now, I’m ready to go.
((xokissmexo))
...aLex