What do you do when you find out that your friends talk about you behind your back? "You try so hard to be a different person online, and everyone is sick of it." Apparently I do that? Hmm. I don't recall ever trying to be someone I'm not. But the everyone is sick of it part that gets to me. I guess everyone talks about me behind my back. I never knew. Also, upon seeing Cody unexpectedly today, Megan declared to Anna that I had made out with him. How did she know?! I only told JC, Ang, and Raiychelle. JC and Ang are my internet friends, she does not know them, and Raiychelle and her are not friends. Besides, Raiychelle doesn't talk to anyone at all. "You never tell us these things. You only tell your stupid internet friends." I don't understand. How did she find out? I feel like I can't trust anyone at all. Not only do my friends apparently talk badly about me, but they spill my secrets somehow, even though they don't even know Megan? GOD DAMN I AM SO FUCKING CONFUSED. How did this happen? I don't care that Megan knows, I care about how she knows. wtf. I quit Xanga today, though. Now you can't talk badly about my "online personality" if it's nonexistant. Thankfully no one knows about this.