Dear Diary, Wow! It's been too long. I wish i was here more often but i'm not. Gosh everything here is so hecktic(sp)!!! Well i better jet i have important stuff to do!!! love ya!

WOW it's then end of the school year YAY!!!!!

I wish i may i wish i might have my first wish i wish tonight....i wish....i don't know let me think about it for a little bit...or you could just soar back later!!

I wish i may i wish i might have my first wish i wish tonight....i wish....i don't know let me think about it for a little bit...or you could just soar back later!!

i'm so bored....i'm here after school with nothing to do, ong is here but still *sigh* maybe i'll write my story.

ok so i am entering a contest...photo contest and i just got the most awesomeest pictures every!!!!! excited!!! yay anyways HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND!! I KNOW I AM !!! what are you doing this weekend?

I just made some prints, i love printing pictures!! *sigh*

"In love you will find you answers" I've been looking for love, since forever.

My tummy really really hurts. I hate my crimson wave. I don't want to go to work either!! UGH!!! "I don't like liers"Why is it always wrong when i lie? Answer that....

So my so called "friends" wanted me to go to the mall with them, so i said ok. Then i heard them talking in front of me that they were just USING me for a ride to the mall and then they were gonna ditch me!!!! I don't know why i'm friends with them. I think it's because i don't want to be alone. Cause i have nobody else....

I'm feeling fruity..whatever that is. Today a girl named mai talked to me...and now i feel a whole lot better and i think she is my new best friend. I can tell her anything and everything. and it's great cause i can't tell my other "friends" because they don't really....how do i say, believe me?...no they don't understand and one time when i tried telling what was going on to one friend she was just like yeah blah blah blah telling her own story. And i was like um i was hoping for comfort and advice, but whatever......i actually like having a friend who knows about my secret life.

Tonight i have to work, ugh don't really want to but oh well. I get paid so, whatever. Anyways everybody was annoying me today."what's wrong?""Are you ok?" God, if they lived in my house they'd know. I know it's stupid, but i just hate how people pry and pry and pry. Sucks. Cause i have nothing to tell them.

Ok, well since this is my diary, i'm just going to write in it. People, you can still write comments, but i'm not focused on that. I need to let some of my feelings that i'm keeping bottled up.....

Ok, so i joined a club all by myself and i feel so lonely. lol no i don't i met a few cool people. And there is 2 people i think are cute AH!!! lol

Hey, I've never really kept a diary. Maybe I can keep this one?