I'm feeling fruity..whatever that is. Today a girl named mai talked to me...and now i feel a whole lot better and i think she is my new best friend. I can tell her anything and everything. and it's great cause i can't tell my other "friends" because they don't really....how do i say, believe me?...no they don't understand and one time when i tried telling what was going on to one friend she was just like yeah blah blah blah telling her own story. And i was like um i was hoping for comfort and advice, but whatever......i actually like having a friend who knows about my secret life.