Oh wow. Wow. I am amazed at my lack of horniness and stupid boy obsession. A beautiful guy who I would jump at (not on) in a hearbeat is all hung up over some girl who is hotter, prettier, and overall beats me in the looks department. It doesn't bother me. I'm amazed by this. I hope I'm not nosing... Ok. I'm not. You know... I'm ok with myself. I just wonder if everyone else is ok with me too? I saw this one guy who I'll call Glasses looking at me over the caff when I was getting lunch before a band concert. I have never had anyone look at me like that before. His face, from 50 feet away, is seared into my memory. But I won't get my hopes up.