SERIOUSLY BAD DAY!

by saphire
ok Guys i don't want to talk about this at school so don't bring it up or anything around me and please don't tell any one. today i was having a really bad day. well i've been haven a bad time for months now and i got kinda a little over my head... i had a knife to my wrist... and for everyone that is saying im only doing this for attention Im not... i got a little freaked out and then i figured what id be missing. Kyra Rena Alex i Love you guys way to much to hurt you that bad. i g2g and i remind you don't bring it up because i will seriourly freakout on Ya or i may fall to the floor and hide in the corner and wimper. Love ya all Ali
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nice fire background. Dont cut. I do and sometimes i regret it. But hun...be aware that parents do read journals. Like your internet has trackers in it. And they can find them. Thats what moms do believe it or not. my mom found mine and luckily i found out and i blocked it to public and i hope she didnt find out i cut. But i have been healing so you cant tell. But just..be careful what you post alright? Cuz someone will bring it up always happens
[Anonymous]
hey...

yea know when i stayed home from school for 2 days like...last week???

same exact thing.

i think it's probably just a "thing" and im over it now so yea.

~Rena
if you kill yourrself, I shall have to kill you.

[Anonymous]
alright. Well just keep what i said in mind ;)

Katt
[Anonymous]
are you talking about self mutilation or suicide? they are totally different - much different mindset as well. for your sake, i hope its the first. but remember, it becomes an addiction, like anything else - and there are ways to put that energy differently. try coloring, or taking pictures, something that makes you think about something else ...

i hope it gets better for you.
[Anonymous]