I havn't posted in awhile. I will write something later i'm busy now.

I'm sitting here in the library. I feel realy freakin sick. I can't wait until 4 hour when I will have a chance to call home. Then hopfully my dad will come & get me. Then get some sleep. Realy freakin tire & sick. shit.

Sweet my birthday is allmost here (Wednesday)! Here is what I'm getting but, I have to wait until next Tuesday to get it. http://www.walmart.com/catalog/product.gsp?product_id=3649970 I also might be getting one or two CDs it just depends on my dad. If I can get two CDs then I'm going to ask to just get one CD and a pack of battries. BTW what are MP3 files? I don't know about MP3 just CD.

Last night I went to the Laundry mate with my grandmal. Two words NEVER AGAIN! From now on I'm doing my laundry. She forgits that my brother's and I have our own speed. That were different. Like were a package. "3 for the price of one." Not to mention that we are all different ages. Talk about annoying.

Ok, so school is here again...just F*&%ing peachy...yeah right.... Some of my classes actualy make me think...werid. Talk about a life spent un-challenged...or maby just not relizing the challenges. I have this "new shirt" is was my little bro's but, he gave it to me. It has a PS2 controler on it and says "Control Freak". Pluse it's black...it rocks. He orginaly lent it to me cause I have no clean clothes but, I told him that he wasn't gonna get it back. So he said, I could have it...he dosn't wear it much anyways. I love it. Too bad I like blue & green soo much...other wise I'd wear all black. Not cause I'm gothic. Just cause it's different. ~>~

This is the second day in a row that I'v woaken up with a migrane. Err I hate them. Worst of all my lil. brothers expect me to cut frist thing in the morning. I can barely stand the sound from the computer let alone the sound of a pushmower. So I'm gonna cut second. Hopfuly by then it will have gone away.

:: how jedi are you? :: back

This summer ...once summer school is over(if I go) I'm not going to speak to anyone. Which doesn't amount to awhole lota people cause I only talk to like one person on a reguar basis but, I'm gonna try to radically change myself. Meaning take time out just for me. Figure out what I want out of life and what I can do to achive my dreams and goals. I might just reduce myself to only e-mail contact and typing journal entrys. I'm planning on only a week to week and a half tops. I will speak to my family cause that's kinda mandatory and even I would go insane without speaking to anyone at all. I'm hoping to find my center. Cause I'm getting tired of letting life pass me by. Maby it will help and even if it doesn't ....oh well.

These are cheat codes that require an Action Replay use them if you want. Source: GameWinners.com Shaman King: MoS 8 codes (M) 2c045781 7e0b3750 a9383d5d 5cb6d151 Infinite Health 5fd4caeb 76ef99f9 Max Health c1307247 1918ea59 Infinite Energy 55d50528 75c82beb Max Energy 4fffa745 3ccf09b8 Max/Infinite Money ca729c62 0e58e9b5 Low Game Time 1f5fd744 2c74fcc5 Super Jump fcc30179 67fae75e cbded871 c9821a54 _____________________________________________ Yu-Gi-Oh: The Sacred Cards 5 codes (m) b6910665 f50859cd 907c1e9f 9eabdfc5 Infinite LP a4a474fe 2db33083 Opponents LP 4adda2bd 73b88d42 Infinite Domino 28d449e5 5f7333bb All Cards cf98f00b 971bec29 07ce302d 5a6fc17d

So my grandmal is moving in with me. That is okay I soppose. Though while my dad is giving me more freedom I'm afraid my grandmal will try to take it away. I mean in about a month my dad should have my car fixed/legal. Then soon afterward (fingers crossed) I will finaly be able to get my license and maby a job. I plan on being gone as much as humanly possible also how much my budgit allows because of the high gas prices. What I'm afraid of is my grandmal being a pain about me taking my brothers places. Not to mention goes places with out them. Not that I have any where to go....but, I'd like to be free to if I so choose to. Well I guess that's all.

I adopted a cute lil' September birthstone fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! I adopted a cute lil' dragon fetus from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

Hello. I'm shadow of demise. I'm 17 years old. My old diary is stupidgurlbb. I may update it ...probly once a month. For once I'm not quite sure what to type. I mean I'm moving on. Growing up (hopfuly not too much). Plus my stupidgurlgurlbb had a ton of entries on it. So this is a way to start fresh. On the webpage link is a link to my old diay. Incase you'd like to find out about me. Or are incredibly bored.