ouch wright now my head hurts but i got to tell whats ghoing on in my life any way well today was full of ups and downs (mostly downs at school) okay so we start my story here:today when got to school i remembered that i had forgotten to wear my gym uniform like a moron so i had to sit out gym and i want up on the track and literlly ran myself to death and then well i dunno why really but i was feelin left out today an dthen i really felt it when several people did not want to go on the track with me and i felt all stupid and crap and so thenn i go back to school andni awlays get "comments" on how i do things wrong and im forgetful and stuff like that an dthenn for the new quarter we could choose new seats in the lunch room and well i did not get good all were taken but even though there was one left at the good table and i was still felling down like nobody wantd me so i satb at deserted table and sat there being miserable ansd there only one thing tyat happened that was good that morning is that andrew huged me because my friend told him i liked the colts (she lied though) because she wanted to prove to me that he would hug anyone who liked the colts so maybe i should tell him i like the colts more often *blush* and then what actually reallyn lifted my spirits that day was that my two best friends, who had gotten good seats at the good table left there seats to sit with me and i know those two were the onlyn ones in the class who would do that to me because theyb have never let me down even though i have let them down and then my day was pretty normal from that and i still wish andrew wasn't with sarita *sigh*