I am really tired and I need to go to sleep. I have a swim meet tomarrow and my brother wants to get on now so later... Oh and wait, I like this guy named daniel Cox!!! I love his last name... I should call him small cox. Well I will see him tomarrow... Sweet dreams, Katherine

I LOVE THIS GUY and he ignores me and I know that he knows that I like him... I asked him out like a month ago and he said that he wasn't going out with girls right now! What is that supposed to mean? Is he going out with guys? I am really mad at pat right now... He is stupid... he makes me sad about everything. He told me that I am always eating and that I should stop eating. I hate him but I have to live with him because he is not mature enough to go to live in a dorm cause mom and dad have to pay for everything for him and he treats them like crap!

I am like soo happy cause I had to get a bigger shirt size than my mom not cause I a m fatter but she has small boobs and like I had to get a big shirt cause she said that my boobs look squeezed and hers looked loose in the shirt... Maybe I do have the case of boobs, Katherine

When we were in the car on the way home mom and luke were making fun of me and telling me that I have a bad case of boobs on my mind and it hurt my feeling and they were laughing at me and then they said only cause she is getting some!!! Then I told my mom that I would rather not her talk about my puberty to my brothers and then she started telling luke about how I am not a pre teen yet cause I havn't started my period... Well I better stop, Katherine

My toes are cold, if you read the beginning of this don't stop cause I got an awesome story to tell. It all started out when Brittney was Bitching away about how long the luch line was and she always swears and whenever I do she says that she is going to tell my mom so when she cusses I get mad and she does it to be cool. Well I told Ruth that Brittney was Bitching and Ruth says ya I know and then she walks up to Brittney and says Katherine just called you a Bitch! Brittney ran up to me all pissy and said Katherine, Don't talk behind my fucking back you hor, and oh ya don't ever call me a Bitch again, Ruth told me. She runs out to the hall to get the pricipal so I start fake crying and run up to her and say Brittney I am so sorry, I didn't mean it and she opened up her arms and started hugging me and saying, its ok its not your fault, your fine. I guess that I am not mad at Brittney cause she forgave me and it was mean of me to say that. But I was sooooooo pissed at Ruth cause when I said that to her she ran right up to Brittney and said what I said and she shouldn't have told her that. Well me and Mom and luke went to Khols today and got some clothes and then mom took us to sonuc after we went shopping. Well I better go so luv ya, Katherine

I wrote 09 cause 08 was so long that it signed me off and it was all gone Fucking computer!!! I hope you know I am flipping you off and I want to fuck you!!!!!!!!! Katherine

I just woke up and relized that I didn't write much last night so I would write in the morning and in the afternoon. I really like being able to spill to something besides writing in a diary that my bro's read all the time... Last night right after swim practice Me and Madi went into the hot tub outside and Ethan and Daniel came in to. There was also this guy there that he claimed that he was a freshman at USU and when me and Madi moved away from him he kept rubbing up to us really close and then I said, Madi I think we have to go. He stood up and grabbed my goggles and said hey, are these yours and I said yes, then he kept looking through them in crap. I think that he had a boner cause it was like sticking out and he held my goggles by his thingy and told me to come get them. I asked him to please hand them to me and he said no and I grabbed them, then he tried to like grab me and Me and Madi walked away. We went into the girls locker room and he was right behind us but he turned into the guys locker room. IT WAS SOOOOOO SCARY. My Mom said that this sort of thing happend to her once when she was riding her bike. This guy pulled over and asked her directions and when she was pointing and telling him he pulled out his Penus and asked her if she had ever seen one before and she had said yes cause she had walked in on her dad in the bathroom before. Then he took out a condom and said this makes yummy white stuff come out and then you can lick my Penus and taste it, want to put it on me? Then she said she had to go and she rode home fast. When she got there she told her parents and her dad got his shot gun loaded and they went and looked for him... she said it was scary. Then another time in highschool she had her hand on the door and this guy grabbed her boobs and she just ran and told the office, but they never found him. Well it was really scary, see ya later, Katherine

Today at school today mom was being a hoebag and she said, "You should put as much effort into chello as you do painting your nails." I wanted to slap her in the face, well g2g to swimming...

I am going to try to get Ally and Mickinly on sD and hope that Chelsea wouldn't get mad... but I have no idea why she would. Chelsea is so nice!!!! She is the coolest friend and I know that she doesn't judge me like some of my other friends not to mention any names (Mickiny). I hope that she doesn't read this cause that would be really embarrasing. I got lots of candy when I went trick or treating. When we called her dad to come pick us up at cliffside when we got in the car she said this to her dad "Dad, we are really cold and sore... I want to go to sleep, oh and sice we called you early can we do some more trick or treating on the island?" Then her dad said ,"Mickinly, stop your damn bitching! You just told me that you were really cold and sore then you ask for more? Do you know when to stop? Oh wait.... No you don't know when to stop!" It really scared me so when he pulled up to take me hope he hadn't even stopped yet and I jumped out of the car and said, "Thanks Tony, Later Mickinly" Then I ran inside. Well I think that I will write tomarrow! -Katherine A.

Today is Halloween, Boo! Ahhhhh! J.k. lol I am like going to go trick or treating with Mickinly and Erminia. Last night I went to go take a shower and shave and all that jazz... and when I got out mom said that she and dad had made a descision that I was going to go to swimming on Halloween! How rediculous! I thought it was really dumb, well guess what, they are my parents and they can boss me around as much as they want to until I am 18 and I am only twelve, so guess what I did... I went to swimming, cause they said that I had to. Grrrrr. Well Mickinly, Erminia, and I are going to go soon. Well I guess that I will enter again sometime tomarrow afterschool. -Katherine***

I am sitting here really bored and I am really hungry!!! Dad is making steak and mom is making her famous 2wice baked potatoes. I found out that Freddy Murcery was gay, and then Luke (my brother)told me that he died of aids and that usually gay guys have aids and it all clicked! Well I really miss Chelly and I hope that she reads this cause she lost her ear ring and we tried to find it, I think it was impossible, and I am typing as slow as crap!!!!! Well more entries tomarrow!!!! Lata, Katherine

I am at Chelsea's house right now and we are trying to get Mickey (her cat) to stay in the room with us... She thought that he had to take a piss, then he wouldn't do it, so now he's gone. Chelsea wants to number her journal entries but she will have to wait until I am done. Chelsea and I are wearing really cute clothes and that is really cool!!!! My mom is at church with my brothers and I get to miss! Not that I don't love God or anything, it's just that when God wants to talk to us she will talk, but we don't need to sit there for hours waiting for God to say something, anyways. So, I will listen for God but, I am not going to sit around waiting for her. Today me and Chelly are going to hopefully go to my house because she claims that it is funner, I think so to but her house is also fun. Well I think that I will make a new entry later, if I have time. School sucks and I want summer to come, I don't know who I am going to go trick or treating with but, I like life, and that whole run on sentance I just typed makes no sense so ya. I will see ya later (again) BYE, Katherine

I am just wishing chelsea, my best friend could come over and then I wish that we could watch movies and I want my parents to let me do what I want.... I want the guy I like to notice me in a way that I would Like. But Most of this might not come true.....****still waiting****......