I just flipping wrote a huge entry and I forgot to check to make sure I was still signed in. GOD! This spring break has been awesome. Too bad I have to do homework today. xD. Anyway. About spring break. On Wednesday, Jade came over and stayed the night. Then on Thursday we went to Borders and met Katherine and Cameron. On Friday I went to Wal Mart with JoJo and I got some eyeliner and lip gloss. Then on Saturday I went to Katherine's and helped her with her garage sale. We went to the mall after it was all done. Katherine, Luke and I lost their mum so we were running around the mall looking and paging for her. Finally we decided to stay in the middle at one of the tables and finally we found her. We left the mall and got some shakes and went back to Katherine's house. We jumproped for a while and then Luke left to go to Timmy's house. After a while, Katherine's brother took me home and that was the end of that day. Yesterday, the Millers came over (including Myles)! As well as Uncle Richard, Kiersten (Rhonda's sister), and the Oaks. Before everyone got here; Mandy, Myles, Teresa and I played Apples to Apples and then we blew bubbles. Teresa called a lot of her friends, but the only two that could come were Aaron and Arthur and they came over and played Apples to Apples with us and Dad and Kiersten. Then we played Catch Phrase after Aaron left and finally everyone went home. It was a great day. Today I have to do my science homework and then I can go to Wal Mart with my mumsie dearest so I can get some shoes. KTHXBAI //chelly♥

Did some renovation with my diary. I might not stick with this background. I've been using my other diaries and I just forgot all about this one, but how could I leave it? It has 97 entries! Nearly 100! w00t! Today...was alright. I finished my chilltie and started on my fleece heart. It's going to be a pink hat with a black band. Sweet, right? Anyway. I hope I get a good grade on the chilltie. I looked bad today...but at least I have... /his/ e-mail address. He probably won't accept me though. And if he does, he'll think I'm a freak. But you know what? I don't care. He can think whatever he flipping wants to think. //chelly♥

I iiiitch. And I've already had the chicken pox, so it can't be them...although some how Jade got away with having them four times. Wtf? Anyway. I played more Kingdom Hearts. I met Tarzan. !!! I really should go back to Wonderland and find Alice...but I can't be bothered. I think I will. I didn't have anywhere to go though... Talked to Katherine & Luke last night. It was good fun. [insert poem here] Mmk. I'm done. Happy birthday, Martin King. Oh, and this is a little late as it was last sunday, but happy birthday to you, too, King. (Elvis.) Mmmmk. Now I'm done. ♥/ /chelly ♥

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Mmmmm, this fudge is magnafique. Dark chocolate chips melted with creamy,white marshmellows...mmmmm... Anyway. I am officially in training. Starting tomorrow. Everyday this week I will stay right behind Laura R. while running and stretch when I get home. I should be super fit in no time...maybe I'll lose my baby fat...And no I do not mean by the end of the week. But I doubt it will happen for a while. I'll propose to Stephanie that we take daily runs since she adores running and I am, as I said, in training. I love this picture: It's of Stephanie and I. I'm the big fat baby on the left. She's the fun, cute one running towards me with her arms outstretched. Is she not a doll? Well, more school tomorrow. I'm sooo happy to see Katelyn and soooo freaked out because I didnt get her a christmas gift...NO! I have to get mum to take me shopping again before we leave. Luff//Chelly P.S. More on my twisted, dramatic (cough) life after these messeges.

Before I go into very exquisite detail, I must inform you that a few months ago, I got a secret admirer note. It was rather freaky and disturbing. I thought I was in the safe zone until I was at my locker with Jade after school and I saw it. The second note. Here is what it said. To: Chelsea From: ? Chelsea, I am sorry I haven't written you for a long while. My heart aches for you. I have only met you breifly but I know we were meant for each other. I know you like 48May. I also like that New Zealand band. I love your bouncy hair and deep blue eyes. All your clothes compliment your perfect figure. You are SEXY! Love, YourSecretAdmirer. Holy shiz. Freeeaaakkyyy. Then Daniel took it and ran away and when he bought it back I saw he had crossed out the "?" and written Daniel. Hahaha...had to be there. In 4th hour, Mrs Austin told us to clear off our desks and she said was saying the names of people whose desks werent cleared and she said, "Chelsea..." and I looked down...my desk was clean. Then like a minute later, she looked at Hilary and said, "Chelsea, clean off your desk please." Austin and Shanti and Hilary all looked at me and I'm all like...wtf? Then Hilary put down her books and I debated whether or not to put up my hand and say, "That's Hilary...I'm Chelsea...and my desk is clean." Hahahahahahah. Today was a fairly good day. I was right behind Laura the entire time we ran...9 zig-zag laps. She's the second fastest in the class. Congratulate me, my friends, congratulate me. Luff//Chelly P.S. Caleb has landed. ------------------------ e d i t Forgot to mention: Stephanie F. and I had a marker fight. She won. I was using a highlighter and she was using a permanent marker. Luckily, she didnt get any on my white shirt. She is quite aggressive when it comes to marker fights. heh... I'm done.

Teresa "helped" me rat my hair like the totally fashion concious do. It's so hot. Spent most of today, like yesterday, playing Sims. I cleaned my room like whoa, and then I straightened my hair a bit more. Our house is cleaner because of Caleb coming and all. I got a forward type thing were it told me about a 3 year old boy abducted by two older boys, and I had to google it because I doubted it so much. It's true. It's so sad...oh well. I'm not passing it on. I hate forwards. //Chelly

Heh. My sister thinks I'm ugly. "Age and Beauty before Chelsea." Oh well. I also can't sing. I might be a fairly good singer, actually, if I had a decent voice. Mehhh.... My new music craze is Relient K. I luff them. I will add it to my ever-growing Christmas list. I feel greedy whenever Christmas comes around, and so I feel like I should only ask for a couple things...It's all my sister's fault. Is there anyone else that feels greedy this time of year? Or any other time, like birthdays and jazz? My cat is weezing. Again. Shhh, Micksters. Georgia Nicolson, the tres famous english dramaqueen, leads an extremely odd and confusing life. I love it. Too bad she's not real. Hehehe, school is fun. On Thursday, after the Christmas concert during R.A., Band stayed after to help clean up and as Nick T. and some other dude were wheeling the big rack of chairs to their place, Paul (janitor) yelled at thim, "Dont scratch my floor!" Which was horrible timing because then Nick's handle broke off and chairs slid off it. This got Paul into a pretty bad mood. Of course it scratched the floor, and he said, "Now we have to re-stack all the chairs." And he starts chucking them off their rack and Jenny, Seth, Greg and I are just standing there in shock & horror, glancing at each other before finally we all turn and run hard out of the gym, shortly followed by Nick and the other guy. We were all seriously shook up, and seriously freaked out by Paul. He almost hit Jenny with the chairs...evil janitor. My hair actually straightened for me. Hip hip. Hung out with Karlee & Jade last night. Stayed till about quarter to ten. We sat around drinking Diet Coke and Pepsie in shot glasses and watching Hellboy and That's So Raven and music videos. We worked out by doing handstands and cartwheels and jogging-in-place and jumping jacks and all that fun jazz. It was great fun. Karlee's house is so fun its not even funny how fun it is...pwhoar. Buythewai, OnDemand works. Hip hip! Sucky movies, though, for free. The only good ones you have to pay for. They only have movies from, say, 1964 and all that. Ick. I dont know, I am not really a big "oldies' movies" fan... I lurvzz my friends (aka: mon amies; mah m8s.) //Chelly

They're fighting. Again. Over the TV volume. I wish they would just stop for once.

I'm mad at mum. I dont see the problem with Teresa taking me to Kailee's. She has 'From Under The Cork Tree'. Have I told you yet how much I want that CD? Well, its this much. beyond² + 2infinity I would have used the sign for infinity but...sadly I could not find it. Sniffle. I'm clever, am I not? Well anyway. Shanti says she's gonna write him a note and it will say 'a certain something'. Heh. I found out that some of the girls in my 7th grade act like 1st graders. Not mentioning names. Stephanie and Michelle and Lacy. They took Shanti's stuff out of her friend's locker and threw it on the floor, and then they stood on it. A while ago, Shanti accidentally left a shirt out during P.E. They took it out into the hall, jumped on it, stomped on it, and threw it up on top of the lockers. How. Friggin. Lame. They are fighting this war by themselves. Shanti chooses not to acknowledge them. They say stuff like "slut" when she passes them, and she just laughs. It's sad, no? Well. Operation: Get Boy shows no improvement. Not like you all care. Gahhhhhh I cant stop liking him. Okay. Brain, I'm only going to say this once more. Stop. It. You. Are. Driving. Me. Insane. Okay? Thank you. Yesterday, I was sitting alone because Jade and Shanti got up to go get something from the Alla Carte. (This was at lunch) Derik and his friend were sitting a few seats away. Then Derik turns to me and goes, "Chelsea, I know someone who likes you." I put my thumb up, but now I wish I'd have asked him who. Heh. Well, I'm sure it's not that important since he didn't tell me anyway. I dont care that much. ... WHO THE CRAP IS IT????? GAHHHHH Anyway. Again. I say that a lot dont I? "Anyway". Hm. Im strange. Shanti says only a few people can pull off being wierd, like me. Jade and I, she said, can pull off being wierd because that's just who we are. Heh. Luff//Chelly

School. In like..a couple minutes. Jade's supposed to be here now...I hope she's still coming down. The bus just went up and I hope she didn't catch it... So yeah. its 6:52 am. And I'm tired. Had yet another bad dream. I dont know what is with me and bad dreams but I seem to be having them a lot lately. Yipee...not catching the bus today! Teresa's taking me in her spiffy new car. Yush. Talked to Stephanie LOADS yesterday. It was nice. I cant wait for Christmas so I can go see my diaper buddy. Well, t'is all. Bye, dearies. Luff//Chelly

Hehehe. Katherine, are you serious? Hehehe. I wish he would talk to me more. But hey, you're my friend, not him. 8> Luff you. Sometimes I freak my friends out when I go all deep and psychadelic on them. Sigh. Im sorry. Here, is this better? Lyk...omgzzz i lyk so ttly think that nail polish lukz gorguz on u!!!11!! ⌐.⌐ Today...I stayed around. Took a shower. Now I kind of wish I'd hung out with Katherine...but I called her and no one answered. I love talking to her though. Did I tell you it snowed like two days ago? Sadly it's gone...but I love waking up to white. It's so...white. ^^ Did anyone here know Marry Had a Little Lamb is a religious song? I did. Hehe. Mary had(gave birth to) a little(baby) lamb(of God), little lamb, little lamb Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow (sinless -- white as snow) The rest is just fun. Luff//Chelly

God it's freezing...maybe its cuz my hair is wet. Heh. Strange dream last night. All this social studies work about pre-historic and historic indians must be getting to my head. So these indians came back and...they were...like mad at us for killing them off or something so they started a war and my family and I kept running and we escaped for a while and I saw my house and I kept wanting to go in but then I was like, "no cuz they'll come in and ... kill us." And I saw a younger Indian kid about my age and I started crying and I'm like "Im sorry if any of your family has died..." It was strange. And then, something miraculous happened -- I told myself, "You know you can wake up any time..." and so I opened my eyes. Whoa. much. Last night we went to the Kjelgren's house. I didnt know Lady had died...God...I loved that dog. Two days ago, Friday, I got home from school and Karlee called so Jade and I went up to her house even though it was getting dark. We watched some movies and played Monopoly and Broke. We had fun. Then we played some really old Power Rangers video game on a 'super' nintendo. Hah. It was so friggin old, it had been her grandfathers. And it stil worked. Shock! (Non sarcastic.) Still wishing my heart and brain would listen to me. Luff//Chelly

A loaded God complex ... cock it and pull it. Today...Karlee and Jade came over and we played the Sims 2. Our girl was naked, our guy was gay, but they were married. Both were abducted, the man was empregnated. Hmmm. Maxis is extremely strange. I wish I could get over him. I'm only 12. I wish I didnt care so much. I wish I believed more in God. I wish I believed we all went to a better place after this--and that we weren't all lost to oblivion after this. Whatever. I love the Sugar, We're Going Down music video. I love the song. And the drummer's hardcore move for 'Cock it and pull it.' Hehe. Stupid Austin. Chelsea to Brain, Chelsea to Brain. Shut up. Luff//Chelsea ... and her stupid brain. edit: I guess her heart has something to do with it too... << Stupid heart.

God! I'm so freaked out...Shanti's going to tell him. She's gonna be all like, "Did you know Chelsea has a major crush on you?" and stuff...oh effing crap I have to tell her not to say that! I told her she can tell him as long as I'm not there. When we were in the gym watching leg wrestling, I was watching him sitting by all his girl friends and he glanced at me, kind of paused, and continued. I thought he was just looking around and I happened to be in his line of site. Shanti thought he paused because he saw me...she was like, "Oh, I saw that, he paused when he looked at you. Normally when you accidentally see somone you like, you pause." I kept denying it of course. Why would he like me? There are so many girls at our school, and they're all pretty. I wish he would like me though. So Jade and I went down to the park tonight and played tennis. We couldn't really see though. It was too dark. And too effing cold. Gah. Maybe Shanti will forget. He's either gonna be like, "who?" or "what a freak." I dunno. I guess I feel like Katelyn did. Or does. Dunno. She always hangs out with her new friend, but I guess I deserve it since I did kind of only hang out with Jade and Katherine this Summer. I wont mention it to her because she'll just get mad at me and say I did it to her. Luff//Chelly

So. Today. What about it? New seating chart in Mrs. Austin's. It's easy for me to gaze at him now. Well, without him seeing me, of course. Now I don't have to pretend I'm gazing out the window. Kailee and I have a diabolical plan. I will, get this, say Hi to him! Le effing gasp! I'll be pretending to be talking to her while we walk in the hall, and while we pass him, we'll turn and smile, say hi, and continue on talking, until we're out of sight and earshot. I have the same classes from 3rd to 7th hour with Anne. Hehe. She's fun. I sit right next to her in 4th and 5th and 6th. Well, okay, in 6th, I sit in front of her, and in 3rd I sit behind her. Had an exam in 6th hour today. All I know is that I got the extra credit. Hope I didn't do too bad. It's a new quarter. A brand new start. Kind of. ^^ I've been seeing this symbol a lot lately: && Is it some like cool new face or is it just a typo of people really trying to make this: ^^? I'm so ver ver confused. Wish I was still in Edith Bowen. Luff//Chelly

Yes. I feel...tired. And not just tired like...sleepy. Tired of me. Why cant I get him off my mind? Why cant I stop liking him? Its not worth it. Really, really not worth it. Specially since Jade doesnt support me. I mean, I feel bad when she feels sad that she cant have Miles. So then why cant I be like her and realize what I can and cant have? Is there something wrong in my brain? Besides the fact that I'm extremely wierd? I was gonna write a poem, but I cant. Not can't like...impossible. Can't like, dont-know-how. Has anyone told you she's not breathing? I think Katherine is probably one of the only ones that really, truely understands what I am going through. Her crush wont notice her, and she's mad about him. Poor Katherine. It's okay, Katherine, we'll stick together. Luff//Chelly

Got out of bed about an hour or so ago. I already had some candy. Teehee. Pinch and a punch its the first of the month. Haha. Last night I went trick-or-treating. Got a lot of candy. I have some pictures from Kailee's party...will post them when I have time. My Jone's endorcement for when they ask for me. And they will. Just wait, you'll see my face on the cover of that next bottle. Ha. Yesterday at school, I got stares. Soon you will see why. I'll edit thist later with the picture of the makeup Teresa did on me. Haha!! I looked wicked. Luff, Chelly ----------------------------------------- Here's me! If you cant tell, I was a corpse bride.

Okay, so Dad told Katherine and I that if we wanted to jump on the tramp at all before Winter, that we should do it now. So we did, but her belt broke. We took the cross studs off and put them on our messenger bags. Then Katherine had been holding Cali and apperantly Cali didnt like it that much since she didnt really know Katherine, and I was looking somewhere else and then I heard this yowl followed by a quiet-ish scream. I looked back and Katherine was crying, while Cali was happily on the ground, drinking the rainwater that had pooled up on the rocks. Apperantly Cali scratched Katherine in the face, and her mascara was running. (Katherine's, not the cat's.) So we went inside to fix it up, and Ian called so we talked to him for a bit. It was funny. Teehee. Then Katherine's mum, her brother Phil, and her brother Luke came to pick us up. We wore our cute outfits. We helped rake up leaves and stuff and then we went down and played SSX Tricky and talked to Ian and got on sD for a bit. It was cool. At 4:50 Richard came to take me home cuz he was coming over for dinner. Now it's 5:31 and I'm at home. Yippee. Mwah. <33 Chelly

'This is when I start to bite my nails...and clean my room when all else fails.' Yeah so I'm in my room. Duh. Katherine's sitting next to me. I made some changes like I took away all the titles for my entries...it looks neater now dont you agree? Katherine got a diary! shmexyme3 Yippee! 1 down, 2 to go. Alright. So yesterday didnt go exactly as planned. We didnt suck all the helium out of balloons, we didnt watch loads of movies and eat loads of popcorn, although we watched a bit of POTC and ate some popcorn. We ate toaster strudles and zingers and drank Jones and Gatorade. I forced Katherine to play SSX tricky with me. I'm getting a tad better. I got 30 thousand once. I got a little more, actually. But I was playing World Circuit. You dont care. Last night, I taught Katherine and Rachel how to leg wrestle. Katherine, Rachel, Dylan (Rachel's little brother) and I all played Clue. And we all thought Dylan would win because there was only one room left, and he was in it, and then he left. Teehee. So then Katherine won. She stayed the night and I wanna go to her house so bad cuz we can go to the corner store and get more junkfood and then go and take bike rides. I hope Luke's there. He's fun. 'Cept he's mean to Katherine. Mean big brother. Tata, now, friends. <33 Chelly